questions you can never solve.

i do not get math. i do not get math. i do not get math. i do not i do not i do not. seriously. whats the freaking pattern?! i stare stare then i dont get it. not one bit. its like in class i understand. but when i do it now, im COMPLETELY STUPMED. like how the hell do i do it? and they want me to explain too. i dont even know how to f-ing do the damn question lah, how to explain huh? and i still have to study for the chengyu, which i know will take a LONG TIME. wtf. math is this pile of annoying questions i dont get at all. whats the point of even trying. it just gets me more frustrated. and i realised, i really do suck at every single subject. great. hmph shant do math anymore. i'll figure it out later. thanks though alyson (:

done venting here. bye.

beverly

stop falling back.

after FINALLY being home early, i realise its actually kinda late - 4pm already. ah well.

today was hmm chinese first lesson. i have a feeling i did the wrong part. hmm. anyway, then science. horrible experience. i was called on, then gave wrong answer. then she asked me to try again. wrong answer AGAIN. listen here, then she called my register number. wtf i gave ANOTHER FREAKING WRONG ANSWER. brilliant. so i turned to doodling again. at least i paid a little attention at the vernier calipus part or i wouldnt get anything at all. the room is way too stuffy i tell you. then recess, thought it was pe first. so went rock wall. then chia was there. so i was like "eh...106 pe is here is it?" haha anyway it wasnt. so then went back to eat something LIGHT. and then back to class. there was a new pe teacher, ms ng. we ran stretched a bit then height and weight. i shrank and i put on weight. how...awesome. right. so i decided i shant eat much for lunch. ate half of this bar thingy. :) :) :) then history was blah. i kinda sat there half listening. we already went through that chapter! ugh. then watched a movie. and i have no idea how to write the comment thing on 勇敢 bout the movie and h1n1. (hah at least i finally persuaded my mum to get the hanzi thing to install on my com lorh.) im staring at the blog comment page with no clue. everything i write sounds like vvv poor grammar. seriously, theres something wrong with my sentences.

yesterday: totally didnt feel like learning the chengyus. so i didnt. then tmr we have to learn 100 (yay dropped le). no way out this time. if you fail have to spend recess learning. actually, i dont mind doing that hahahas. ahhhh i want to go to bed lah, was super sleepy this morning just couldnt get my head up. WAKE UP LAH BEVERLY SCHOOL HAS ACTUALLY STARTED. hmm. anyway smsed him and hahahaha damn funny, i should try that out next time :D putting mamee into a teacher's hair and have her NOT notice is just HAHAHAH. oh well. gotta go think of what to write for the comment thing, do some crunches and then chengyu learning. :(

beverly(:

go fast like a runaway horse.

one quick post today.

first day of school: homework aplenty! theres LA, then chinese omfg i cannot memorise so many lah help. then im TRYING to download the science ppt but cannot leh idk why. hmph. so went to kap for a while with alyson. then now kinda chionging hw. k i shall finish LA first then hmm then ah im spending the night memorising suyus so im gonna skip ayg opening ceremony! i so very much wanted to watch lorh! GAH. theres pe tmr. but ms yeo isnt in school. so whos gonna teach? hmm. oh oh oh finally got the srcs medal. like wtf wait so long cos we didnt go for the prize ceremony -.- then cheryl was apparently (heard from alyson) damn happy to get the medal. good for you, girl! :)

okay, shall go do my hw. and i thought i had time to do more crunches. hmph.

beverly(:

WTF.

@#$*^$$%#$#%%$@#%^$$@#$@@#$#. there. im not even good, why take me in huh? damn.

last day of holidays :(

i definitely wont be able to fall asleep by 11 tonight. confirm cannot. cos i woke up way too late.. vvvvv weird dreams. hmm. one was that each class watched the movie bolt in this big big auditorium then its like all the chairs damn high. so cant really see anything. but one class to one audi is like woah. then i have no idea what guys are doing in nanyang but yeah. hmm. strange dreams.

new york yankees vs new york mets! 7am on espn this morning. missed it, but i dont even think i have that channel anyway. but they have a repeat at like 1235 tonight. :D wonder if can watch it on youtube.

school starts tmr and i havent started on the chengyus and suyus. ah well. most of the homework done. im TRYING to draft out some kind of timetable of my own. where i can put in those workout stuff on the magazines i read. hah but alyson says crunches dont work. hahahaha dont care, shall do it anyway (:

how come hwa chong gets extended holidays we dont get??? huh how come? but one good thing, less ppl on the bus. (: still, not fair. boy am i gonna miss the com when school reopens. damn.

oh well, bye
beverly(:

im hungry.

i should stop sneaking the computer at night cos its pointless. facebook is dead and nobody is even online wth. im hungry. vvvvv hungry. shall go grab some food and try to sleep. and on a last note : how does someone forget things they dont wanna remember? hmm.

beverly(:

i so dont like maths now.

why is maths like so.... AH. so freaking stupid. got these variety of questions. some can do, some need a little more of thinking. some are just plain unsolvable. and then i stare and stare think think think. and i still dont get it for over an hour. then the teacher explains it like SO SIMPLE, WHY CANT YOU GET IT? wtf. waste my time, i spend 2 hours on 2 question which if asked to do again i wont be able to. i dont like maths. at all now.

yankees game on espn! i think theyre leading. against atlanta braves. cool, hope they win. aiya they will. hmm. i need to get myself that channel, then can watch. ...

facebook keeps dying on me, like the whole page suddenly freeze. then when i click on sth it doesnt go there. so ive given up on it, almost. ah well. tuition later. finished geog yay! hahaha watched all the fahrenheit videos on youtube with chloe. funnnn. except my sister kept barging in. still tackling math. i dont wanna go for tuition lahhh. OH OH OH tonight theres that sports@sg show i think on channel 5 at like 10. ppl go watch!

beverly(:

omg alyson says michael jackson died of a heart attack this morning eh.wow. hahahahahahhahhahaha. random stuff :D

the clock is ticking.

i actually managed to wake up at 8 today. cos i slept early last night cos my grandma was over. then cannot sneak the com at night. omg i got ________'s number lah. gosh, highh~ HAHA. poor alyson, chia smsed her at like 5am to ask our batch who hasnt got the srcs medal. eh i havent got yet! then she says alot of ppl smsing her. JIAYOU, ALYSON! hahahaha.

im bored. here's what i have left to do:
- write out the suo xie.
- memorise the 200 plus suyus and chengyus. (this one can die lah)
- tuition homework (alot, by tonight)
- geog. (with chloe later)

hmm shall do tuition work now, then TRY to memorise the suyus and chengyus tmr. suixie and more memorising on sunday. ahhhhhh.

why do the people in restaurant city keep leaving with the clock? like i already got 2 waiters and 2 cooks not enough meh? patience lah, customers!

beverly(:

i do not like MOE

i just realised i have more work to do. thought i finished all le but still have some here and there. SHIT. ace learning is lagging. and practically everything else im doing is lagging too. wth. haha im high high high over him omg cute :D:D:D haha H1N1 as of now i think got 220 cases. why dont they extend our holidays lah! damn moe. no trng somemore. new coach leh, so weird. dont think he's as good. but we'll try our best to make our batch as strong as possible(:

beverly

new coach.

theres a new coach wow. ex cgs coach. dunno if he's good lah but hope he is. or else cdiv '10 will be very very doomed. and we'll be the seniors. hmm hope for the best! haha next week no trng, AGAIN. dont understand. if we can go to school alr then why cant we go for trng?? hmph.

beverly(:

random things 101

i realise ive got absolutely nothing to blog about. except that i want to write a book called "RANDOM THINGS 101" haha which can be filled with stuff i found out. like: older ppl when they talk they show mainly their lower teeth but younger ppl show their upper teeth. its strange. but hahahah random stuff is funny lah.(:

no training this week.

SOBS. training this week cancelled due to H1N1. ahhh gosh. nobody even has H1N1 lorh please.

still, it means i have ALOT more time on hand to get bored. shall play wii till i get sick of it(: and facebook(:(:

monday monday

today, eye check at JMC. so took mrt to jp, got lost trying to find my way out. then temp taking at door of JMC, saw a DIFFERENT DOCTOR, WHAT THE HELL HAPPENED TO MY USUAL ONE? anyway, saw him, collected eyedrops, thats all. got lost at jp again. its still a wonder how i can get lost when i go there all the time. right. bought a magazine and came home.

this is boring.

finally sent out the compo. thats one thing off my check list yay(: eye appointment tmr. at 9 am are they freaking crazy? so early. anyway,damn he's prolly gonna turn my eyelid the other way round which makes me tear like crap. oh man...

tuesday, trng. can see batchmats again. im desperate to see someone whos not my mum or sister cos holidays are boring. our batch talking to some school counsellor, sigh. dont understand the purpose of it. why softballers?? makes no sense.

alyson: raving rabbits is CREEPY can. their overly large eyes and that weird smile. gross gross gross. haha i feel bad, mum and sis went for church i didnt go.. hmm. must go next week then.

bored to shit now.

bye,
beverly

wii bowling is so fake.

i hate those jerks on the bus or mrt or whatever who stare JUST cos ur wearing a skirt. which makes wearing a skirt totally pointless. wtf lah i gave that freaking idiot this stare like "i hate you what the hell do you think ur looking at" and he turned away. then next thing, he turns back. walao.

hmm yesterday was fun, i guess. WII BOWLING DOES NOT HELP IN REAL LIFE. i can get strikes all the time on wii then come to actual bowling with friends, damn i suck lah. the ball goes gutter gutter gutter. pissed like crap lah. i suddenly felt happy to get the ball in the gutter cos i was doing it, AGAIN. hmph. had tuition. realised i spent 2 hours on 2 questions. how dumb can i get lah. think think think and im still stuck. so yeah, total waste of time.

and just when i think the chinese compo is the last thing i need to do, theres more. AHH. ace-learning, the summary thing, learn ALL suyu and chengyu, math tuition homework cos i was stupid enough to not be able to finish it then and there. D:

damn, okay gonna go facebooking(:

beverly

nothing much.

training today. beginning was FINE. then walao that relay thing. fun lah but got this darn headache after it. haiz. then went to coro with alison alyson natalya. ate at macdonalds, sick sick sick of the place after spending half a day there for geog. then went home with alison. next tues trng we're having some weird talk our batch with some teacher i dont know why. not training. i dont mind missing the pt but if everyone else is throwing while us sec1s have to talk to some teacher, man will i be pissed. ahhhh.

okay off to facebook now(:

beverly

no coach yet!

training today.

first thing i was asked was "have you been to any country?" by this teacher. hahaha i said "no." then she let me go. haha chatted with alyson and natalya bout stupid stuff. then ppl started coming. sec2s only got calista shumin hannah and sam. sec1s... ALISON HO HOW DARE YOU SKIP TRAINING. so it dragged. new coach isnt here yet. coming next week i think. some seniors got scolded for not wearing skirt. sigh. then started training only at 9. ran round the school once, legs ached like shit dunno why. then shuttle run, okay. felt like i was running slowly, hmm. after that we played floorball! one of the sec1s had to be goalie and yiteng was looking at me and said im catcher i have to be?? i was like crap...... im not catcher what. hahah so had to be goalie. boring job. do nothing but watch and panic when the ball is close -.- . so then switched with sam to play defence. thanks. which was way more fun(: after game we packed up, sec2s locked us in the store, or tried to. haha only 4 sec2s and so many sec1s we pushed our way out. lols. so went to kap with alyson cheryl natalya and cozette. quite fun, talked bout the most random things. haha then saw sec3s there. and a whole bunch of nanyang ppl. haha then went home. alison wants to go acs match. i wanna go too. but mum says cant and anyway im kinda tired. sleepy. couldnt sleep last night):

beverly

and the third week

okay, today, gonna go to lot1 with esther, SK and RL to watch a movie. damn early. ahh then go IMM. haha can pop by my mum's office when we're done(: lols. nothing much going on. sian. need to finish a zuowen. ahh. ive barely finished the first paragraph.

and i realised that i have the strangest dreams during the holidays. hahahahahaha why the hell would the dentists on 'style by jury' be the new coaches?? haha i think too much. alyson wants the new coach to be that SAS coach. oh wait, any chance that coach will know mr kaye? hmm. haha i guess the SAS coach is pretty good. ahh well, see who it is on tuesday(:

beverly

BORED.

ooh alison has twitter. whats the point of twitter huh? i dont get it, whats fantastic bout posting things under 140 characters? lols never mind.

today:
played wii. first tennis, lost. tennis again, won. baseball, lost. walao lah annoying just some stupid hit and the guy gets a homerun?? haiz. blah. not doing anything now. only left with one assignment and im done with homework for the month. i need to revise maths but the math file is still with msliow eh ARGH. so maybe i'll do science or something.

bored,
beverly

i love thursdays(:

thursday:
sisters birthday. haha she tried to force me into wishing her happy birthday, lols. then went to do the painting for clay stuff we did. why am i so slow? hahaha. then jp, made lindsey's cake. wheee fun(: then to... fetch xj, then to some place called beauty world, near bukit timah plaza. had dinner, rented this book. went home, sang "happy birthday". dad was nice, only supposed to call on mon, wed, fri, sat, sun. but he called that day to wish lindsey happy birthday.(:

today:
bored. pissed with sister now cos we had this fight, and she scratched me REAL HARD. shes damn hyper. too much sugar. then walao scratched me till my hands were bleeding. damn. pretty much bored now.

beverly(:

I hate the weather.

i mean it. the weather in june is only 2 words: freaking HOT. and stupid, went to drink root beer with ice cream JUST BEFORE i went to sleep. so then, first i couldnt fall asleep. then at 4am i woke up with the splitting headache that wouldnt go away for like a whole hour despite all my cursing. then somehow at 5 or so i finally fell asleep, only to be woken up again at 745 to follow my mum to imm. sigh. i was very very very pissed with this heat. cos its so darn hot and i keep getting headaches. DAMN THIS WEATHER. DAMN GLOBAL WARMING.

so anyway, yesterday ended with getting a haircut. chatted with cozette bout sth. yes i totally agree. my fringe is soooooo short. and my hair is very thin. in all, im not that pleased bout the haircut.

today:
went to imm helped with the vouchers. im not getting paid. but i did such a lousy job id prolly be fired anyway(: i stamped "not valid" on the imm sign like so many times. its supposed to be valid ONLY FOR IMM. how dumb. okay. then so escaped to the library to borrow hinduism books. totally regretted wearing a skirt to go to the library cos its really inconvenient to bend down to look at the books! seriously. yeah so hmm what else? eh nothing much i think. okay so here i am with slight slight headache from the HEAT, slacking away.

beverly(:

week 2

weekend was fun.

friday: went to iluma. haha funny name. but anyway, went to eat at empire state, yum. haha then watched monsters vs aliens. haha i thought it was 3D but its not:( anyway. quite nice. the character BOB was real funny. haha he has no brains, literally. lols. then walked around, went to this place called what was it? dont rmb. anyway it was this pasarmalam-ish place outside iluma and it looked like those bangkok places where all the stuff was really cheap. didnt buy anything but haha was quite cool...

saturday: went to jp. bought a really cute skirt(: its black and has this ribbon thing. haha. then shopped around with aunt and mum, sister at tuition. wheee. bought stuff from popular then home.

sunday: didnt go to church, so went to do this clay pot making thing lols. messed up with my pieces. did 3 pots, one was with a heart and some weird shaped thing, random. second one was totally nysb, though my bat and glove looked extremely strange. last one was animals! haha dedicated to my 2 cats at home(: my sister made ALOT OF NOISE AND NONSENSICAL REMARKS. then went to eat. mum bought me this book. then went to some other place to meet aunt and cousin again. walked around spotlight trying to find stitch work but none really appealed to me. so then went to daiso, haha bought this stitching thing. quite cute, im supposed to make a pouch, though my hearts are upside down. haha anyway then went to get another skirt, it was on sale so yeah. hee hee. sister went on and on about how mum keeps getting stuff for me and not for her. oops. then went home. watched night at the museum on tv, haha quite funny, i like that movie(:

today: finished the ying yong wen, but its barely 3 pages. its only 2 pages. oh well. now i need to start revising, but decided id play on the com for a while.

beverly(:

first week of holidays coming to a close...

thats sad, really sad. remedial is over, yay no more pinging for tingxie in the morning. gonna go watch that monsters vs aliens, or aliens vs monsters movie. haha sister's idea so yeah.

hmm. im hungry. need food. bah. this morning:
- took bus to school. so hot.
- LD got in the bus just one stop before nanyang.
- shoot, she saw me.
- she came and sat next to me.
- feel like shrinking to my seat.
- THE BUS FREAKING MISSED THE NANYANG STOP.
- got off at next stop.
- walked in the HOT SUN back to school.
- ah. the side gate IS NOT OPEN.
- walked to main gate.
- walked to library.
- borrowed a book.
- went up to geog room supposedly for remedial.
- remedial is NOT THERE.
- went down again to second floor for remedial.
- hungered through it.
- now.

ahhhh stupid bus.

beverly

boredom

I am very very very very very bored. i have work to do but dont feel like doing them. already did ace learning work so yeah, slacking now.

today
hmm woke up at 625 to learn ting xie. haha so guai right? yay. then left for school. jam all the way was the last one to reach lorh. haiz. remedial was quite fun i guess. oh crap, got ting xie to learn for tomorrow. AHH.

went to serene centre (is that how you spell it?) with denise. ate at mcdonalds, then ISLAND CREAMERY (another thing im not sure how to spell, shit lah is my spelling that bad?). yum. teh tarik flavour is really nice, must try must try. then went home. napped. tried to at least. couldnt fall asleep anyway. so then mum came back to fetch my sister away to her office for god knows what. yes, finally theres some peace at home(: and mum got me this bag which is quite nice, i trusted her taste to get it anyway. THANK YOUS.

created this "How well do you know Beverly" quiz on facebook. hahaha i think alison is trying the quiz out or something. she msged me "when is your birthday" which is one of the questions, just about 1 min after i published the quiz. HAHA, ur supposed to know, you wished me happy birthday on my birthday then now you forget, LOLS. so yeah. this pretty much concludes what ive done so far today.

beverly(:

packed day

blah. i want to go to the acs match! haha but im going to tricia's house. awws. chinese remedial today. is is just me or do i always feel like breaking out in laughter everytime im in a room thats quiet and cold. hahahahah damn funny. then we did changwensuoduan. and i felt like laughing, i dont know why. hahaha. then we talked about smses, blah. i confirm sent out 2000+ this month lorh. lols.

okay gonna hang around school now, wait for jianing and claudia then bus to tricia's house. wheee. but i wanna go for acs match, whyyyyy?

hmm. i need to start to actually REVISE. instead of slacking here. okay gotta go then.

beverly

TUESDAY!!

hahaha. watched america's next top model last night. haha so nice! this girl named mckey won.(:(:(:

woke up early today, went to chloe's house for goeg. watched fahrenheit videos. OMG LAH AARON IS SO CUTE!! and chloe was screaming bout Jiro. hahahah.

okay then bussed back home. so freaking hot and hungry. gobbled down my food, had root beer float homemade! yums. haha so now im bored. hmm. remedial tmr and the next day and the following. got acs match tmr i wanna go but mum says cant. so im going to tricia's house wheee. haha acs match...sobs.

beverly

first day of holidays

coach's party was quite fun. we won this charades game and then was SUPPOSED TO dunk chloe, xueyi and nina, as suggested by batchmates. hahas then didnt get to cos of the idiotic guard. the gave coach the liverpool thing we did and the bear! took some photos. and i realised that im really gonna miss coach. more than my primary school coach maybe. cos i learnt SO MUCH under him. yeah, hope we get a good coach. hmm.

i need to clean up my room. its a MESS. hahahas.

remedial this week. hahaha had to bargain with lindsey to get to use her peace bag, which is sooo cute. gonna ask for a bag and clothes(:

gotta go now, need to reorganize my room.

bye,
beverly