i love mj now.

really i do. his songs are awesome. and his wish for world peace and all that. wow wow wow.

teachers day celebrations today was FUNNNNNN! omg lah, we ran through the performance stuff in the morning, then when we performed i was damn freaking nervous. so many people out there! then they started clapping along to our song, and i was happy, so smiled and sang the rest, then rushed off stage. hee hee silently appreciative of the applause. i know both 106 and 109 worked really hard for this, so GOOD JOB PEOPLE! :D

then the other acts. i liked the chamber of secrets one! her impersonation of babarella kept me laughing the whole time lah. HAHAHA. i liked the taylor swift one where they changed the lyrics. all awesome stuff. and then the teachers performance, OMG CHIA CHIA CHIA. one thing in mind: what was with his long shirt thing? HAHA, alison and layshuen all of us damn shocked we were staring at each other in disbelief. or rather, alison looked at me with her mouth wide open. HAHA. ms yeo and lls performed too, nice nice nice. i liked that song the psg used, the first song. nice lah, i shall go google it. :)

after school we went back to ij. i think it was alright, met up with alot of ppl. but then all of a sudden i started missing training, idk why. hahaha. OH SHITT i just realsied, i blew my whole allowance, on chocolates. now ive got like what, $2 left? pathetic. i'll be digging into my froggy back again, sorry my dear frog, youre turning bulimic! eeeeee. and i feel damn bad, i was planning to get my mum a late birthday gift, looks like i'll have to save MORE money. this is crazy, i practically emptied my bank lah! ugh ugh ugh.

so now im home. lets look at my homework list, shall we?
1. chinese compo thing, in green.
2. history assignment (ive no idea when this is due so i'll just keep it on hold first.)
3. duzhe!
4. la hw.
5. that chinese journal thing. i still need to write bout friday + monday + tuesday.

actually, looking at it, i only need to MAINLY clear the compo and la. then the rest is easy. hmm. thing is, when will i get myself to start cracking??

im still persuading him to get me that glove. so, 12 inches, or 12.5 inches? hmm. i think i'll get 12 inches, or 12.25 if there is.

beverly.
(this is a long post, isnt it?)

FRIDAYY.

havent blogged for quite long haha. few things to say:

1) im freaking excited. this friday. wheeee.

2) im damn pissed with my dad. whats the big deal bout a glove huh? you get me a bat, whats the diff with getting me a glove too? all A1s and A2s? i thought you dont usually care bout grades? turns out your JUST LIKE HER, you do! or its just another one of your lousy excuses again. its not the first time anyway. sheesh luh, i didnt even choose one of those damn ex gloves lorh. jumbly feelings again. UGH.

3) block test results, returned. chinese, la, B3. humanities A2, math A1 ><, and science B4. i guess its fine. but other ppl LIKE NATALYA getting all A1s or something like that. looks like no glove for me huh.

4) homework homework oh god.

5) some stuff going on in ____. and im just a bystander. i shant say anything. i wont get involved. just hope things dont turn nasty. it'll be sad to watch.

6) i realised come to now, im just typing random stuff. hahaha rehearsals tomorrow! fps this saturday! im happy.

okay, thats all. shant bother going into school today, too lazy to type.

beverly.

i'll never side again.

im so sorry. so so so sorry. youve got no idea how bad i feel. why do i always hit people. ugh f*ck stupid sidethrow. i shouldve thrown properly. and i shouldve called out to you, "watch," but i didnt. i thought youd have known. it all happpened so fast. and before i knew it, you got hit. im so sorry. and it was so direct, it just HIT THERE FOR GODS SAKE. i was hit in my teeth before i know how it feels. its awful, sharp pain then pretty much totally numb. why am i so f*cking suckish at throwing,i keep siding, and in the end, other people get hit. i dont mind my elbow hurting like crap all the time, but i dont want to hurt anyone. so much blood, i couldnt see you tooth, it broke. and it mustve hurt alot. its my fault, im sorry. and now you have to stay in a hospital, cos my my bad throw. one bad throw. and your mum and all. im just so sorry. hope you get better. i'll even sit through your root canal with you if you want. and i'll bring your favourite person (wink wink) along if i can. just, get better soon. im flooded with guilt. especially since i know how troublesome, painful, tiring it is for the hospitalisation, root canal etc. and even your case is worse. half the tooth, knocked off. im sorry, just sorry.

and GET WELL SOON.

natalya, i dedicate this post to you. hope your better. :D

beverly.

batting, throwing, tossing, falling down, getting hit.

today was fun. lunch was batting with batch - cozette natalya amanda layshuen shannen. kylee came along too. whee wheee. so much fun luh. too bad not whole batch there. but anyhow. haha, the one time i managed to bat something which was not high, not grounders, but straight, i hit someone. oops ><

school was okay i guess. physics was blah. math - test, okay i guess. chinese - rushing out compo, which im sure im gonna fail. but cozette was waiting outside, so i had to just scibble something there and scram. la, no marks back yet but it was fine. so pretty much okay i guess. its raining, ugh.

and ive got nothing to say, but i want you back.

okay, im off to facebook. bye.

beverly.

sweat, sunblock and flying balls.

a title i got from christine. haha, depicts the life of a softballer at training :) which was horrible anyway, bored mood. circuit running. just tired. so i shant talk bout it.

school today, okay i guess. didnt feel like texting. didnt feel like doing anything. just stone cos quite sleepy. had pe which was horrible, i dont like. just kept watching chia's softball module. i wanted to join in so badly! cos pe consisted of running and running. and people who know me know i dont like running non stop without doing anything thats fun. so then LA. wheee fun lah, just stalled her (good job shuning!) so we got a free period talking with ms lim. and she doesnt want to tell us her cca. wonder whyy. :D then recess, stuffed myself with food. then music. watched prince of egypt. nice luh, but my eyes so dry it just kept hurting then when i close my eyes, it tears. UGHH. then fps. okay i guess. SKIP CCA. actually, all i want to miss bout training is the coaches. i love the rest: sweat, sunblock and FLYING BALLS man. the dsa meeting thing at board room. one word: CRAP. waste my time. but the food was good, didnt finish though, not hungry. they just talktalk we just starestare. brilliant way to waste time huh? then chinese. copy corrections. good thing, dont need to use the brain. just COPY.

then go layshuens house. secretly. my mum thinks i was in school so SHHHH. watched youtube, facebook etc. haha fun luh. then go home sneakily, pray nobody i know sees me on the mrt. then sat at some random block near my house, refusing to go home until i realise ive got no choice but to.

that pretty much sums it all.

btw. friday we go play during lunch k? to my batch. uhhh shannen cozette and i bring bats. the rest just CONTRIBUTE ALOTALOT BALLS CAN? thanks :) im sure we'll have fun. hahaha.

beverly.

NO SCHOOL ON THURSDAY.

yes omg yess. and no training too. no pei to scream at us, no boredom in class. YAY.

hmm. got back more papers today. science was 24/40. sigh sigh sigh. at least i passed but oh well. history, 19. wouldve expected more but, sigh.

texted the whole day with natalya today. denise says its obvious, but ah well, i havent gotten caught yet so it should be fine. ny left knee there was throbbing the whole day. not exactly throbbing, more of a numb slash pain kinda feeling. and yes, alison, i'll see a doctor if it doesnt get better. since its your ball that hit it. auditions today was okay i guess. itd be lucky for us to get in. claudia pushed me to thr front. and the last verse or 2 of the last song, i totally dont know the lyrics. just mouthed some stuff out. HAHA.

after auditions, went to find natalya. HAHA, chia was playing with some girls phone lah. damn funny. and i managed to throw it away. or rather, natalya did it for me. i can even imagine it in the dustbin, all dark with its friend there. sobs. i miss it already. GAHH. but i shant buy again. i wont i wont i wont. hope so.

homework, alotalot. gotta finish that cl assessment book thingy. :( sighh.

facebook isnt working. its like damn weird the screen. hmm.

beverly.

saturday, sleeping in. :D

no training today, yipees. ive got nothing to say, i realise. except that i currently hate my math tuition teacher. he talks crap, bout the stupid money topic. and for gods sake he even __________________. gth lah.

anyway, alot of homework. lets list it out. though im lucky it could be more.
- duzhe.. :(((
- the whole chi book thingy.
- geog workbook.
- la ws (compre)
- la ws 2, which is i think summary? i dont remember.
- math AP1.
- and ive got to catch up on math cos i skipped 15 min that time. oh boy.

there could be more, i should be glad. but dont feel like doing. life repeats itself, without going anywhere, doesnt it?

beverly.

FUNFAIR.

set up the stall. tried to go round promoting with chloe and tricia, though they were kinda caught up with fahrenheit. oh and the song i dedicated, yue lai yue ai, WAS PLAYED FIRST OMGG. hahahaha. damn funny, i was only just walking past the place they choose the songs. wow.

then walked round. tried to make ppl come to our stall by buying stuff from their stall. guess what? it doesnt quite work. they still wont buy. you need to drag. its the only way.

here's what i bought though:
- kacang putih (walao my class sell same thing ive no idea why i even bothered buying.)
- lemonade drink
- lots of wii tickets (which was damn fun! and we had this LONG baseball game. damn long ms yeo and the pe teachers were complaining. and as alison said, we're chia's best customers -.-)
- extra tickets, which i didnt use, so gave it to the class.
- this strawberry chocolate covered stick from 110. damn nice.
- coke.

i think thats alli bought. but feel damn bad cos i didnt exactly promote much. just walked round, got pulled in by chia and batchmates, ended up playing wii. ah well, at least wii was fun and i won with amanda. :D

then went to orchard with alison. quite okay. damn broke by then from buying more extra tickets. so didnt do much. had to be home by 5 anyway. my mum's crazy, 5 is sooooooo early! anyway.

thats all we did today. pretty much anyway. and no training tomorrow! YAY, THANKS NUS.

beverly.

wheee

i havent posted in a long time (aka 3days, i think?). hahahaha im freaking out bout the fact _____________. WHEEE.

have i talked bout ndp? anyway, trng on tuesday: DAMN TIRED. my arm was throbbing the whole time from siding. honestly, i shouldve taken my coach's advice in p5. maybe i wouldnt be siding now. -.- did grounders, no batting. and i got hit. pathetic. my fault, i couldnt catch the ball properly. but thanks for the "mummy care" anyway alison :D haha, iced it in the middle of the field which was really quite dumb. but it still hurts a bit when i walk now. sheesh. anyway. trng was tiring. omg sumin made it into oily's apartment. which was ... so nearby the field! OH GODDD. and we were making jokes bout her all the time at trng. HAHA. hope she didnt hear us. :) hahaha, threw alot. damn tired.

so went home, tried my best to read duzhe properly without giving up after half the story. tried to learn culture. only i couldnt. and im flunking the chinese spelling again. whoops sorry. im not making effort am i? nope. cos i'll just fail anyway. but i'll ping for culture, just TRY. if i fail again, then ah well. HAHA which reminds me.. bout what oily said bout "the other other man", HAHA sumin'll know who. but she was practically gleaming at the talk of him OH WOWWW. and our class laughed and laughed. :D haha, funny. i think shes fallen for him. sumin, our plan worked. :)

and i sucked at sewing. i mean really, she made me take the whole thing out and redo. not like i did it in a rush, im just plain lousy. sheesh, rc is taking forever to load.

OH. i got back chinese and geog. its like B3 for chinese (though just on the dot) and 19/25 for geog. DEPROVEDDD. haha, anyway at least i didnt fail. phew. but i bet bio, i failed like really badly. im sure everyone will agree, it was a pretty tough paper. and the fact i couldnt memorise a thing, makes the whole thing alot worse.

OH WTF, RC STILL LOADING.

let me amuse myself further by just talking nonsense. while i wait for rc to load. or maybe i'll go blog hopping. yes i shall, byes.

beverly.

national day :D

not like theres anything we can celebrate. except the fact theres no school tmr :)

hmm. trng yesterday. just, not what i expected. and the woman was just scolding, criticising all the time. something bout "you girls are sec1s, easier to control...dont be like your seniors...need to have disipline in order to win..." stupid crap. dont even know what is was we did wrong. anyway, threw (horribly), bat, then watched the game. got sunburnt (poor christine, lent her cap, now her face is sunburnt). st gabriels is just. idk, not what i expected? and, ive got a bad bad feeling bout the new coaches. like coach jerry, he sort of focuses on us, each differently. cos he knew our weaknesses and strengths. but the clement guy, just focuses on us as a batch. maybe its good, but idk. mixed feelings bout them now. and the woman, is sooo not getting my respect by scolding all day.

and. jumbled up stuff i cant say here, but, i hope it goes away, real quick.

beverly.

applesauce.

finally. block tests are over. yes yes yes!

okay, second day of blocks we had math, which was alright. only after getting vv happy over a question i spent minutes figuring out, i realised AFTER the paper, i forgot ro simplify it. right. so much for being able to do the question. la was... idk how to do. so i just wrote crap there. geog. my fav subject, yet im sure to do badly in it. didnt understand a thing. and the agrotechnology farms in spore! i didnt know itd be tested! sheesh, totally couldnt remember ANYTHING. and guess what i wrote: changi and jurong agrotechnology parks. has anyone even HEARD of agrotechnology parks there?? yes, im plain dumb.

last day, science. it was killer paper lorh. i didnt know anything. ah well, hopefully daily work will make up for it. then amc, then some talk at audi. we were singing CHINESE SONGS. some founders day thing. i couldnt read half the words.

then stayed back for some class thing. then orchard with candice. watched harry potter (at last) which was alright i guess. the super random parts made me laugh. haha, except, i kept my hands over my face a large part of the time. yes, i know, harry potter isnt exactly a horror film. but i dont like those black spirity things. theyre creepy.

then bussed home, changed into home clothes before my mum found out i wore a short skirt on a bus. seriously, whats the big deal?

today, national day celebrations. first part at quadrangle was really boring. no, really. recollections part and letter reading. haha, had this faint memory of doing recollections last year with esther. i remember she had a faulty mike, and we had to SHARE. which was tough cos we had to read after another. only i just needed to read RESPONSE, which everyone would know, is the short part :D

then dressed christine up. HAHA CHIRSTINE, YOU LOOKED AWEOMSE. WHO CARES IF WE DIDNT WIN. YOU AND SUMIN WERE GREAT. haha, then roof top hall. sing sing, mascot presentation. quite fun. not the boring hall stuff we always do in primary schools. sang along, threw balloons. but damn scared the balloons would hit me lah. its my natural fear of big balls. :D haha, plus the fact lls and msyeo were shooting them down on us. -.-

then went back to class. mum was at ion so i had to meet her there. and on the bus, HAHA alison, we saw these njc students SITTING on the steps. they were freaking funny lahh. hahahah then alison got off that time, they all went like "uh oh she needs to get off. everybody MOVE" and when she left they were "GET BACK TO YOUR POSITIONS" hahahaha hilarious. so went to ion, lunch. initially was high on the stuff there. then got real bored. ran into alyson and krysia there. HAHA, totally unexpected. i was texting chloe bout how to get to tricia's house. then omg, thats the back of alyson's hair. and thats krysia. WOW. okay.

so walked round, till my neck that bone ached like hell. i need to do something bout it, it just hurts like this sharp pain when i walk too much, and sometimes at trng. and it hurts a hell lot. took mrt back home. long journey. so now, im eating the you know, applesauce thing by "gerber's"? the thing for babies. HAHA, i saw it at ion. remembered liking it alot last time, and made my mum get it for me. HAHAHAHAHA. now my sister is treating me like some little kid. whereby i stare at her with a "wth." look. -.-

ah well, trng at st gabriels tmr. YES, omg the clement guy COACHES st gabriels. i can scream. gahhhhh miss coach. natalie, ur DAMN FREAKING LUCKY to get him as your coach. i mean it.

and and and, SUMIN! you looked damnn funny at roof top hall. couldnt stop laughing. :D

beverly.

BLOCK TESTS.

whoops havent posted for long. studying for block tests. but as i reached home QUITE early, i'll just blog.

this morning: GAH I FEEL STUPID. i stepped into some dog poo shit UNKNOWINGLY. and upon reaching school, i had to rush to clean my shoes. wonderful start to block tests huh? anyhow, it still stank. rushed home after block tests, to wash the stupid shoes. mental note- be more careful when walking!

block tests today: im failing chinese. i know it. i had no idea what i was writing. for the first time i actually wrote that i disagreed with a saying, then wrote alot of crap, which i assume isnt convincing at all. then i thought about re writing the whole thing. only guess what, no correction tape allowed. you want me to cancel it all out? 1) too messy. 2) i wont have space. right.

history was surprisingly easy enough. i actually enjoyed the paper -.-

gahh my bat hasnt arrived yet. but its okay. i'll wait. this thursday or friday, maybe going to somewhere (orchard i think) with candice. i want to watch harry potter, seeing as ive been too preoccupied with school to actually watch the movie that 90% of the ppl i talk to have ALREADY WATCHED. so hopefully, we can watch that.

and sumin and i came up with a brilliant idea. only i wont say what. but its awesome, and im sure you people will like it, alotalot. :)

beverly.