im so sorry. so so so sorry. youve got no idea how bad i feel. why do i always hit people. ugh f*ck stupid sidethrow. i shouldve thrown properly. and i shouldve called out to you, "watch," but i didnt. i thought youd have known. it all happpened so fast. and before i knew it, you got hit. im so sorry. and it was so direct, it just HIT THERE FOR GODS SAKE. i was hit in my teeth before i know how it feels. its awful, sharp pain then pretty much totally numb. why am i so f*cking suckish at throwing,i keep siding, and in the end, other people get hit. i dont mind my elbow hurting like crap all the time, but i dont want to hurt anyone. so much blood, i couldnt see you tooth, it broke. and it mustve hurt alot. its my fault, im sorry. and now you have to stay in a hospital, cos my my bad throw. one bad throw. and your mum and all. im just so sorry. hope you get better. i'll even sit through your root canal with you if you want. and i'll bring your favourite person (wink wink) along if i can. just, get better soon. im flooded with guilt. especially since i know how troublesome, painful, tiring it is for the hospitalisation, root canal etc. and even your case is worse. half the tooth, knocked off. im sorry, just sorry.
and GET WELL SOON.
natalya, i dedicate this post to you. hope your better. :D
beverly.
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