batting goodness.

i realised i havent blogged for long. like since monday. woah. training and such so yeah.

tues no school. yay. wed, back. went to wanqingyuan. boring. laughedlaughed bout his face, (hehheh) and talked with pris bout random stuff.

thurs:
ive got big complaint bout ms pei. i dont like. ugh nothing i can do right? oh well, live with it. passed her sumin's gift. she got no expression, look at me like im some idiot. sigh. no pt cos of the rain, i like. layshuen, in the bus with some crazy guy. funny, he wanted her as his daughter in law. he said stupid stuff. i just laughed.

friday, went to kap with valynn and tessie. pretty fun. samuel's funny. talked till like 5 plus. rushed home.

saturday:
training was fine. had to wear the freaking mouthguard. alyson is dead for calling me bug teeth cos like when you wear the mouthguard your whole mouth just...looks big. you freaking lucky, dont need to wear! hmph.
pt was DIE. i couldnt feel my legs. at all. and everyone had to wait for alyson and i. sorry!
only 9 ppl came.
went to starbucks after that. nice, im so broke though. and i owe ppl like $5 already. it just piles up.
i need a lesson on saving money. asap.

i want to sign up for tennis or guitar or something.
mum says no time. heck care with her.
things are awkward between jeremy and me. i dont like.
valynn you!
but never mind.
realised something bout her. and just, shocked.
i dont know if its for this or if its really that.
i know this makes no sense writing this.
i want to help. but maybe not.
im confused.
schools been shitty this week.
failed physics quiz.
how come i dont understand?
math is like damn confusing.
i just keep doing stupid stuff in class with valynn.
its fun.
i realised, next years gonna be twice as hard.
schools fine now.
but once i slip up, it'll go rocketing down.
im worried.
i like hugging things.
its got that sense of satisfaction.
i dont know why.
layshuen says ive got a disorder cos i hug things.
uh-oh.
maybe ive got some certain new found love to hugging things, which are non living.
im scared chia will tell my mum.
ive got to do something about it.
i think this is getting long but never mind.
when i think about it, i find my life's screwed up.
oh heck.

and thats all today.