tralala~

i was really scared that this person whom i dont know was following my onsugar. so eeks maybe im scaring myself. but i deleted it so im back here! (: and k, heres about today.

results!
science: A2. (physics disappointing. chem unexpected. bio lousy.)
history and la A2.
stupid mrs heng. i offed the aircon, she onned it back on! stupid right. the room was COLD.

trng:
tired lah. UGH ITS ANNOYING WHEN YOUVE TYPED ALL THIS BEFORE NOW HAVE TO RETYPE. so basically, the same stuff. need to improve.

tmr: getting back other papers. sian oh well.

thurs?
cant decide. trng seems more imp.

well thats all im lazy to retype. now ive got to ask people to relink, AGAIN. so sorry!

beverly.

I DELETED MY OLD BLOG. COS THIS PERSON WHO WAS FOLLOWING ME WAS SCARING ME. SCARY. SO YEAH. BACK TO THIS ONE THEN! shall re update all my recent posts from the old blog. (:

ive gone off to www.randomsmiles.onsugar.com

byee.

fridayyy

so fast right? i still have LA, chinese, and physics revision. oh boy.

training tomorrow, for some reason, im looking forward to it, so i can get away from homework, get away from all those worksheets.

i think thats all i have to say.

beverly.

scared thoughts.

im so scared.
scared i'll fail physics.
scared i'll fail eoys.
scared of alot of other stuff.

i havent started mugging.
i keep staying on the com, doing silly stuff.
like facebook, msn.
and im just wasting my time.

isnt this dumb?
it finally hit me,
that ive got a whole chunk of things to start revising.
and wow.

and ive got to start picking things up,
i cant keep on distracting myself
i need to go do something
or i'll fail eoys

but it feels too late to start already
cos ive missed this whole week
last mintue mugging doesnt work
ive let myself down

like i shouldnt deserve to be here.
i dont know.

anyway, enough of sadsad talk.

training today.
pretty okay. threw.
bat, OMG I DID 12 SETS. SO MANY. my hands were in blisters lorh.
and i used khaishings batting glove still got blisters!
sigh. bat bat bat. at first felt damn high, then after that got tired.
so yeah, im chopping. oh well. now i know why the balls all go down. hmph.
and, shes pissed at me. they both say so.
and, idk, its not my fault is it? i didnt even ask for it.

went home, realised physics file in school. freaked out.
and i got scolded by my mum. so many times. over this, over that. i dont like it.
but still, push on, forget it.

and and, (haha i dont know why i feel in a ranting mood today) i hate him. everytime, he comes over. i get damn scared. i hate it. really, sometimes i feel like i should get a knife, and hold it up to his throat. but i cant.

okay, im done.

put on a smile and stay happy,
beverly.

heythere.

i know, im posting AGAIN. but sigh thats what you do when its boring.

training today:
throwing.
toss batting. (felt damn dazed here. like butterflies in my head. swirling around. wheee.)
batting with seniors cos so few of us. coach clement toss. OMG I FIRST TO GO SO SCARY. then miss alot sigh. oh well, my balls were like inconsistent. khaishing batter damn well. sigh. idk my head was just floaty, i didnt even see the ball coming, i just stood there and missed completely. like TWICE. stupid right? floaty floaty half drunk kind of thing. i dont know why.
then pack up, (NO PT NO BURPEES SO HAPPY), hugged those bats again, man i missed them. and people like chloe natalya they all say i got some disorder. WELL FINE IF YOU DONT APPRECIATE IT. BATS ARE AWESOME, IN A NON SICK WAY K. :D hahaha.
then go home.

went to jp. nothing much. i think i was in a bad mood the whole time cos of FREAKING ANNOYING SISTER LUH. didnt do much.

then home again. tired but yeahh i NEED THE COM LORH.

trng tomorrow. hopefully got more people going. if not so boring. training so quiet. yet quiet is good in some way. like, not so crowded. more space to throw etc.

sigh. sigh sigh. and im sighing in a good slash bored way. SO ITS GOOD. okay im being random here but yeah.

hmm. nothing else.

beverly.

ive got one scenario can someone explain??

okay, theres a runner at one and two. then batter hits high ball to between 1 and 2. then the runners at one and two forced to run right? but how does double play come in and if the infielder catches the high ball, is it all the runners auto out? or must do that double play thing??

okay, i realise ive learnt vv little in my pri school years of softball. I DONT KNOW WHY. i guess im dumb.

training today.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALYSON!! :D

ugh training again...sigh sigh sigh. glad to see cozette and natalya at training again but...DAMN FREAKING TIRING. if we have pt again i think id rather whack my own head with the bat. oh well.

teehee. damn happy bout something though. not telling, but i love it. :D

andand im getting a glove wheee! hahaha :)

okay i think thats all. bye

beverly.

i love holidays.

yesterday:
went to huihui's house. damn funny lahh.
we played truth or dare.
priscillia, dared to call roy. then we made this script thing for her. this is how it went:
"hello. is this roy?"
"im priscillia."
-laughlaugh for a minute-
"i like you will you be my boyfriend?"
"priscillia."
"you think i really like you ah? its just a dare!"
-hangs up-
OMG. FUNNY LAH. and he was like "okay...okay..." we shouldve done it on loudspeaker. but never mind, ive got her on video. it should be fun to watch!
then we did more stupid dares. and we called christine. heres how i remember it, only i was laughing too much.
"help christine im kidnapped!"
-priscillia wails and screams-
"err...what?" christine says.
-more screaming-
-laughter-
"christine! your my father!" goes shuning, or something like that.
"dont take my shirt off!" priscillia cries.
-laughlaughlaugh-
"wth. bye you wuliao people" christine ends off after some other stuff i dont remember.
HAHA, i found it fun. :D

so then went home.
nothing much. tried doing math. didnt get anywhere. oh well.

this morning:
nothing much. basically facebooking and msn with alyson. not many people online so SADDD RIGHT?
ah well. nothing else, bye!

beverly.

thomas burpee, i hate you.

burpees are prolly the worst invention ever. they harm your knees. my legs hurt LIKE FREAKING CRAP today. i went to watch up then got to go down like 3 flights of stairs after the movie right? then i was like "ow, ow, ow" each step. yes, BURPEES ARE KILLERS. lets murder thomas burpee. wait, he's dead. but i hope he turns in his grave cos THANKS TO YOU MR BURPEE, we have to do like 100 burpees each training. i do in sets of 5, which is damn pathetic and im always the last. but ouch it hurts lah.

okay, enough ranting about burpees. on a brighter note, going to hui hui's house tomorrow. managed to talk my mum into it. :) yay, and i cut my hair. wheee. i think it looks somewhat better.

and this morning, i got that scared/confused/messed up feeling again. i dont like it. feels like somethings weighing down on your chest. you dont know what to do. you dont know whats going on. you dont know anything basically. ugh.

watched up today. like, finally. some parts i dont get, but the show was pretty okay. i think that wilderness boy was cute lah. so funny. and the dog!!

i realised, my mum actually DOES use facebook. only i think she used it to spy on what im doing. she was like, "whats d***, and why are you hugging bats?"
and i just *stone* look at her, shocked. and my brains going in all places. i didnt realised she actually read my status. then *blink blink*, and i just say, "uhhhh i dont know." and smile.
ohmy. ive got to figure out a way to delete her. without her knowing. thats tough.

i'm trying, not to give up. it seems so easy when you say it. but in actual fact it isnt.

beverly.

batting goodness.

i realised i havent blogged for long. like since monday. woah. training and such so yeah.

tues no school. yay. wed, back. went to wanqingyuan. boring. laughedlaughed bout his face, (hehheh) and talked with pris bout random stuff.

thurs:
ive got big complaint bout ms pei. i dont like. ugh nothing i can do right? oh well, live with it. passed her sumin's gift. she got no expression, look at me like im some idiot. sigh. no pt cos of the rain, i like. layshuen, in the bus with some crazy guy. funny, he wanted her as his daughter in law. he said stupid stuff. i just laughed.

friday, went to kap with valynn and tessie. pretty fun. samuel's funny. talked till like 5 plus. rushed home.

saturday:
training was fine. had to wear the freaking mouthguard. alyson is dead for calling me bug teeth cos like when you wear the mouthguard your whole mouth just...looks big. you freaking lucky, dont need to wear! hmph.
pt was DIE. i couldnt feel my legs. at all. and everyone had to wait for alyson and i. sorry!
only 9 ppl came.
went to starbucks after that. nice, im so broke though. and i owe ppl like $5 already. it just piles up.
i need a lesson on saving money. asap.

i want to sign up for tennis or guitar or something.
mum says no time. heck care with her.
things are awkward between jeremy and me. i dont like.
valynn you!
but never mind.
realised something bout her. and just, shocked.
i dont know if its for this or if its really that.
i know this makes no sense writing this.
i want to help. but maybe not.
im confused.
schools been shitty this week.
failed physics quiz.
how come i dont understand?
math is like damn confusing.
i just keep doing stupid stuff in class with valynn.
its fun.
i realised, next years gonna be twice as hard.
schools fine now.
but once i slip up, it'll go rocketing down.
im worried.
i like hugging things.
its got that sense of satisfaction.
i dont know why.
layshuen says ive got a disorder cos i hug things.
uh-oh.
maybe ive got some certain new found love to hugging things, which are non living.
im scared chia will tell my mum.
ive got to do something about it.
i think this is getting long but never mind.
when i think about it, i find my life's screwed up.
oh heck.

and thats all today.

i love mj now.

really i do. his songs are awesome. and his wish for world peace and all that. wow wow wow.

teachers day celebrations today was FUNNNNNN! omg lah, we ran through the performance stuff in the morning, then when we performed i was damn freaking nervous. so many people out there! then they started clapping along to our song, and i was happy, so smiled and sang the rest, then rushed off stage. hee hee silently appreciative of the applause. i know both 106 and 109 worked really hard for this, so GOOD JOB PEOPLE! :D

then the other acts. i liked the chamber of secrets one! her impersonation of babarella kept me laughing the whole time lah. HAHAHA. i liked the taylor swift one where they changed the lyrics. all awesome stuff. and then the teachers performance, OMG CHIA CHIA CHIA. one thing in mind: what was with his long shirt thing? HAHA, alison and layshuen all of us damn shocked we were staring at each other in disbelief. or rather, alison looked at me with her mouth wide open. HAHA. ms yeo and lls performed too, nice nice nice. i liked that song the psg used, the first song. nice lah, i shall go google it. :)

after school we went back to ij. i think it was alright, met up with alot of ppl. but then all of a sudden i started missing training, idk why. hahaha. OH SHITT i just realsied, i blew my whole allowance, on chocolates. now ive got like what, $2 left? pathetic. i'll be digging into my froggy back again, sorry my dear frog, youre turning bulimic! eeeeee. and i feel damn bad, i was planning to get my mum a late birthday gift, looks like i'll have to save MORE money. this is crazy, i practically emptied my bank lah! ugh ugh ugh.

so now im home. lets look at my homework list, shall we?
1. chinese compo thing, in green.
2. history assignment (ive no idea when this is due so i'll just keep it on hold first.)
3. duzhe!
4. la hw.
5. that chinese journal thing. i still need to write bout friday + monday + tuesday.

actually, looking at it, i only need to MAINLY clear the compo and la. then the rest is easy. hmm. thing is, when will i get myself to start cracking??

im still persuading him to get me that glove. so, 12 inches, or 12.5 inches? hmm. i think i'll get 12 inches, or 12.25 if there is.

beverly.
(this is a long post, isnt it?)

FRIDAYY.

havent blogged for quite long haha. few things to say:

1) im freaking excited. this friday. wheeee.

2) im damn pissed with my dad. whats the big deal bout a glove huh? you get me a bat, whats the diff with getting me a glove too? all A1s and A2s? i thought you dont usually care bout grades? turns out your JUST LIKE HER, you do! or its just another one of your lousy excuses again. its not the first time anyway. sheesh luh, i didnt even choose one of those damn ex gloves lorh. jumbly feelings again. UGH.

3) block test results, returned. chinese, la, B3. humanities A2, math A1 ><, and science B4. i guess its fine. but other ppl LIKE NATALYA getting all A1s or something like that. looks like no glove for me huh.

4) homework homework oh god.

5) some stuff going on in ____. and im just a bystander. i shant say anything. i wont get involved. just hope things dont turn nasty. it'll be sad to watch.

6) i realised come to now, im just typing random stuff. hahaha rehearsals tomorrow! fps this saturday! im happy.

okay, thats all. shant bother going into school today, too lazy to type.

beverly.

i'll never side again.

im so sorry. so so so sorry. youve got no idea how bad i feel. why do i always hit people. ugh f*ck stupid sidethrow. i shouldve thrown properly. and i shouldve called out to you, "watch," but i didnt. i thought youd have known. it all happpened so fast. and before i knew it, you got hit. im so sorry. and it was so direct, it just HIT THERE FOR GODS SAKE. i was hit in my teeth before i know how it feels. its awful, sharp pain then pretty much totally numb. why am i so f*cking suckish at throwing,i keep siding, and in the end, other people get hit. i dont mind my elbow hurting like crap all the time, but i dont want to hurt anyone. so much blood, i couldnt see you tooth, it broke. and it mustve hurt alot. its my fault, im sorry. and now you have to stay in a hospital, cos my my bad throw. one bad throw. and your mum and all. im just so sorry. hope you get better. i'll even sit through your root canal with you if you want. and i'll bring your favourite person (wink wink) along if i can. just, get better soon. im flooded with guilt. especially since i know how troublesome, painful, tiring it is for the hospitalisation, root canal etc. and even your case is worse. half the tooth, knocked off. im sorry, just sorry.

and GET WELL SOON.

natalya, i dedicate this post to you. hope your better. :D

beverly.

batting, throwing, tossing, falling down, getting hit.

today was fun. lunch was batting with batch - cozette natalya amanda layshuen shannen. kylee came along too. whee wheee. so much fun luh. too bad not whole batch there. but anyhow. haha, the one time i managed to bat something which was not high, not grounders, but straight, i hit someone. oops ><

school was okay i guess. physics was blah. math - test, okay i guess. chinese - rushing out compo, which im sure im gonna fail. but cozette was waiting outside, so i had to just scibble something there and scram. la, no marks back yet but it was fine. so pretty much okay i guess. its raining, ugh.

and ive got nothing to say, but i want you back.

okay, im off to facebook. bye.

beverly.

sweat, sunblock and flying balls.

a title i got from christine. haha, depicts the life of a softballer at training :) which was horrible anyway, bored mood. circuit running. just tired. so i shant talk bout it.

school today, okay i guess. didnt feel like texting. didnt feel like doing anything. just stone cos quite sleepy. had pe which was horrible, i dont like. just kept watching chia's softball module. i wanted to join in so badly! cos pe consisted of running and running. and people who know me know i dont like running non stop without doing anything thats fun. so then LA. wheee fun lah, just stalled her (good job shuning!) so we got a free period talking with ms lim. and she doesnt want to tell us her cca. wonder whyy. :D then recess, stuffed myself with food. then music. watched prince of egypt. nice luh, but my eyes so dry it just kept hurting then when i close my eyes, it tears. UGHH. then fps. okay i guess. SKIP CCA. actually, all i want to miss bout training is the coaches. i love the rest: sweat, sunblock and FLYING BALLS man. the dsa meeting thing at board room. one word: CRAP. waste my time. but the food was good, didnt finish though, not hungry. they just talktalk we just starestare. brilliant way to waste time huh? then chinese. copy corrections. good thing, dont need to use the brain. just COPY.

then go layshuens house. secretly. my mum thinks i was in school so SHHHH. watched youtube, facebook etc. haha fun luh. then go home sneakily, pray nobody i know sees me on the mrt. then sat at some random block near my house, refusing to go home until i realise ive got no choice but to.

that pretty much sums it all.

btw. friday we go play during lunch k? to my batch. uhhh shannen cozette and i bring bats. the rest just CONTRIBUTE ALOTALOT BALLS CAN? thanks :) im sure we'll have fun. hahaha.

beverly.

NO SCHOOL ON THURSDAY.

yes omg yess. and no training too. no pei to scream at us, no boredom in class. YAY.

hmm. got back more papers today. science was 24/40. sigh sigh sigh. at least i passed but oh well. history, 19. wouldve expected more but, sigh.

texted the whole day with natalya today. denise says its obvious, but ah well, i havent gotten caught yet so it should be fine. ny left knee there was throbbing the whole day. not exactly throbbing, more of a numb slash pain kinda feeling. and yes, alison, i'll see a doctor if it doesnt get better. since its your ball that hit it. auditions today was okay i guess. itd be lucky for us to get in. claudia pushed me to thr front. and the last verse or 2 of the last song, i totally dont know the lyrics. just mouthed some stuff out. HAHA.

after auditions, went to find natalya. HAHA, chia was playing with some girls phone lah. damn funny. and i managed to throw it away. or rather, natalya did it for me. i can even imagine it in the dustbin, all dark with its friend there. sobs. i miss it already. GAHH. but i shant buy again. i wont i wont i wont. hope so.

homework, alotalot. gotta finish that cl assessment book thingy. :( sighh.

facebook isnt working. its like damn weird the screen. hmm.

beverly.

saturday, sleeping in. :D

no training today, yipees. ive got nothing to say, i realise. except that i currently hate my math tuition teacher. he talks crap, bout the stupid money topic. and for gods sake he even __________________. gth lah.

anyway, alot of homework. lets list it out. though im lucky it could be more.
- duzhe.. :(((
- the whole chi book thingy.
- geog workbook.
- la ws (compre)
- la ws 2, which is i think summary? i dont remember.
- math AP1.
- and ive got to catch up on math cos i skipped 15 min that time. oh boy.

there could be more, i should be glad. but dont feel like doing. life repeats itself, without going anywhere, doesnt it?

beverly.

FUNFAIR.

set up the stall. tried to go round promoting with chloe and tricia, though they were kinda caught up with fahrenheit. oh and the song i dedicated, yue lai yue ai, WAS PLAYED FIRST OMGG. hahahaha. damn funny, i was only just walking past the place they choose the songs. wow.

then walked round. tried to make ppl come to our stall by buying stuff from their stall. guess what? it doesnt quite work. they still wont buy. you need to drag. its the only way.

here's what i bought though:
- kacang putih (walao my class sell same thing ive no idea why i even bothered buying.)
- lemonade drink
- lots of wii tickets (which was damn fun! and we had this LONG baseball game. damn long ms yeo and the pe teachers were complaining. and as alison said, we're chia's best customers -.-)
- extra tickets, which i didnt use, so gave it to the class.
- this strawberry chocolate covered stick from 110. damn nice.
- coke.

i think thats alli bought. but feel damn bad cos i didnt exactly promote much. just walked round, got pulled in by chia and batchmates, ended up playing wii. ah well, at least wii was fun and i won with amanda. :D

then went to orchard with alison. quite okay. damn broke by then from buying more extra tickets. so didnt do much. had to be home by 5 anyway. my mum's crazy, 5 is sooooooo early! anyway.

thats all we did today. pretty much anyway. and no training tomorrow! YAY, THANKS NUS.

beverly.

wheee

i havent posted in a long time (aka 3days, i think?). hahahaha im freaking out bout the fact _____________. WHEEE.

have i talked bout ndp? anyway, trng on tuesday: DAMN TIRED. my arm was throbbing the whole time from siding. honestly, i shouldve taken my coach's advice in p5. maybe i wouldnt be siding now. -.- did grounders, no batting. and i got hit. pathetic. my fault, i couldnt catch the ball properly. but thanks for the "mummy care" anyway alison :D haha, iced it in the middle of the field which was really quite dumb. but it still hurts a bit when i walk now. sheesh. anyway. trng was tiring. omg sumin made it into oily's apartment. which was ... so nearby the field! OH GODDD. and we were making jokes bout her all the time at trng. HAHA. hope she didnt hear us. :) hahaha, threw alot. damn tired.

so went home, tried my best to read duzhe properly without giving up after half the story. tried to learn culture. only i couldnt. and im flunking the chinese spelling again. whoops sorry. im not making effort am i? nope. cos i'll just fail anyway. but i'll ping for culture, just TRY. if i fail again, then ah well. HAHA which reminds me.. bout what oily said bout "the other other man", HAHA sumin'll know who. but she was practically gleaming at the talk of him OH WOWWW. and our class laughed and laughed. :D haha, funny. i think shes fallen for him. sumin, our plan worked. :)

and i sucked at sewing. i mean really, she made me take the whole thing out and redo. not like i did it in a rush, im just plain lousy. sheesh, rc is taking forever to load.

OH. i got back chinese and geog. its like B3 for chinese (though just on the dot) and 19/25 for geog. DEPROVEDDD. haha, anyway at least i didnt fail. phew. but i bet bio, i failed like really badly. im sure everyone will agree, it was a pretty tough paper. and the fact i couldnt memorise a thing, makes the whole thing alot worse.

OH WTF, RC STILL LOADING.

let me amuse myself further by just talking nonsense. while i wait for rc to load. or maybe i'll go blog hopping. yes i shall, byes.

beverly.

national day :D

not like theres anything we can celebrate. except the fact theres no school tmr :)

hmm. trng yesterday. just, not what i expected. and the woman was just scolding, criticising all the time. something bout "you girls are sec1s, easier to control...dont be like your seniors...need to have disipline in order to win..." stupid crap. dont even know what is was we did wrong. anyway, threw (horribly), bat, then watched the game. got sunburnt (poor christine, lent her cap, now her face is sunburnt). st gabriels is just. idk, not what i expected? and, ive got a bad bad feeling bout the new coaches. like coach jerry, he sort of focuses on us, each differently. cos he knew our weaknesses and strengths. but the clement guy, just focuses on us as a batch. maybe its good, but idk. mixed feelings bout them now. and the woman, is sooo not getting my respect by scolding all day.

and. jumbled up stuff i cant say here, but, i hope it goes away, real quick.

beverly.

applesauce.

finally. block tests are over. yes yes yes!

okay, second day of blocks we had math, which was alright. only after getting vv happy over a question i spent minutes figuring out, i realised AFTER the paper, i forgot ro simplify it. right. so much for being able to do the question. la was... idk how to do. so i just wrote crap there. geog. my fav subject, yet im sure to do badly in it. didnt understand a thing. and the agrotechnology farms in spore! i didnt know itd be tested! sheesh, totally couldnt remember ANYTHING. and guess what i wrote: changi and jurong agrotechnology parks. has anyone even HEARD of agrotechnology parks there?? yes, im plain dumb.

last day, science. it was killer paper lorh. i didnt know anything. ah well, hopefully daily work will make up for it. then amc, then some talk at audi. we were singing CHINESE SONGS. some founders day thing. i couldnt read half the words.

then stayed back for some class thing. then orchard with candice. watched harry potter (at last) which was alright i guess. the super random parts made me laugh. haha, except, i kept my hands over my face a large part of the time. yes, i know, harry potter isnt exactly a horror film. but i dont like those black spirity things. theyre creepy.

then bussed home, changed into home clothes before my mum found out i wore a short skirt on a bus. seriously, whats the big deal?

today, national day celebrations. first part at quadrangle was really boring. no, really. recollections part and letter reading. haha, had this faint memory of doing recollections last year with esther. i remember she had a faulty mike, and we had to SHARE. which was tough cos we had to read after another. only i just needed to read RESPONSE, which everyone would know, is the short part :D

then dressed christine up. HAHA CHIRSTINE, YOU LOOKED AWEOMSE. WHO CARES IF WE DIDNT WIN. YOU AND SUMIN WERE GREAT. haha, then roof top hall. sing sing, mascot presentation. quite fun. not the boring hall stuff we always do in primary schools. sang along, threw balloons. but damn scared the balloons would hit me lah. its my natural fear of big balls. :D haha, plus the fact lls and msyeo were shooting them down on us. -.-

then went back to class. mum was at ion so i had to meet her there. and on the bus, HAHA alison, we saw these njc students SITTING on the steps. they were freaking funny lahh. hahahah then alison got off that time, they all went like "uh oh she needs to get off. everybody MOVE" and when she left they were "GET BACK TO YOUR POSITIONS" hahahaha hilarious. so went to ion, lunch. initially was high on the stuff there. then got real bored. ran into alyson and krysia there. HAHA, totally unexpected. i was texting chloe bout how to get to tricia's house. then omg, thats the back of alyson's hair. and thats krysia. WOW. okay.

so walked round, till my neck that bone ached like hell. i need to do something bout it, it just hurts like this sharp pain when i walk too much, and sometimes at trng. and it hurts a hell lot. took mrt back home. long journey. so now, im eating the you know, applesauce thing by "gerber's"? the thing for babies. HAHA, i saw it at ion. remembered liking it alot last time, and made my mum get it for me. HAHAHAHAHA. now my sister is treating me like some little kid. whereby i stare at her with a "wth." look. -.-

ah well, trng at st gabriels tmr. YES, omg the clement guy COACHES st gabriels. i can scream. gahhhhh miss coach. natalie, ur DAMN FREAKING LUCKY to get him as your coach. i mean it.

and and and, SUMIN! you looked damnn funny at roof top hall. couldnt stop laughing. :D

beverly.

BLOCK TESTS.

whoops havent posted for long. studying for block tests. but as i reached home QUITE early, i'll just blog.

this morning: GAH I FEEL STUPID. i stepped into some dog poo shit UNKNOWINGLY. and upon reaching school, i had to rush to clean my shoes. wonderful start to block tests huh? anyhow, it still stank. rushed home after block tests, to wash the stupid shoes. mental note- be more careful when walking!

block tests today: im failing chinese. i know it. i had no idea what i was writing. for the first time i actually wrote that i disagreed with a saying, then wrote alot of crap, which i assume isnt convincing at all. then i thought about re writing the whole thing. only guess what, no correction tape allowed. you want me to cancel it all out? 1) too messy. 2) i wont have space. right.

history was surprisingly easy enough. i actually enjoyed the paper -.-

gahh my bat hasnt arrived yet. but its okay. i'll wait. this thursday or friday, maybe going to somewhere (orchard i think) with candice. i want to watch harry potter, seeing as ive been too preoccupied with school to actually watch the movie that 90% of the ppl i talk to have ALREADY WATCHED. so hopefully, we can watch that.

and sumin and i came up with a brilliant idea. only i wont say what. but its awesome, and im sure you people will like it, alotalot. :)

beverly.

tee hee, i should be doing work now.

GAH, i'll just post a quick quick post and go back to homework. finally finished the zuo wen, which im sure was a load of crap. but i have no idea how to do it. copied some stuff bout "shui de cheng fen" which filled up prolly half my compo. ah well.

theres math block test 08 to finish, la corrections.

im sure alot of people will agree, theres a shitload of homework on us. i just want FREE TIME to study, and not spend every minute doing homework. where i end up failing anyway.

BLOCKS. OH NO.

planning to go back to school next thurs, see my juniors in ij, and hopefully catch their softball trng. cos my trngs are usually same day as them. for once theres no trng and blocks have just ended = no homework. so yeah, GO VISIT. :) play round with their tiny ball :)

and and claudia and layshuen (wait, does layshuen even know my blog? ah anyway), angela aka sleeping dragon says to REPLY TO HER LETTER SOON. so if you guys are free, just reply lahh. shes nice!

culture today was funnyfunny. he called on me, some stuff bout chinese medicine. and candice was like "how does he know your name?" by which i had to explain he was the softball teacher in charge number 2. yes, be shocked. be very shocked. :D hahaha then i realised his classes are quite funny, at least you dont have to think. just sit and listen to his stories. :)

okay! off to blog hop. and my mum isnt back yet, wheee :D

beverly.

ive given up.

not gonna try so hard and end up with nothing but criticism. i'll step down, and even if i dont do well, why bother? its the same as trying so hard. so i might as well give up.

NO MORE TRNG! yes. christine was high high when i told her. for gods sake i was in assembly and my phone vibrating. gah. krysia alyson screamed. clearly everyone is glad theres no training. hee hee. but st gabriels! i still want to go for that. and chrsitine'll know why :)

chi sia presentation today: flunked it im sure. just fail me, its alright. and i had to redo some parts. only i dont even know how to, and its all screwed up ive got no idea what im typing. sheesh. so yeah, fail. but i'll try my best with humans :) la is horrible. tell me again why i keep flunking the 2 most important subjects? with DOUBLE WEIGHTAGE. i must be dumb.

ah well. mum's prolly in hk now. so im free. went to kap ytd, with natalya and cozette. HAHA and we were talking bout that carol person which our batch saw. christine wanted to see her cos she said can SKIP CLASS. then she was like "ms liow's class!" lols.

so we talked, bout school and stuff. and then OH GOD, i took coke. it has how many calories?? shitt. anyway.

i need to get geared up in studymode. im gonna revise for geog history science math. the rest, honestly even if i try, it'll come back the same lousy grade.

does anyone understand physics? i dont. and now i cant even doodle his name on the notes, cos he's a freaking jerk.

time to facebook. byee

beverly.

i missed blogging.

HAHA i got away with not presenting sia today. but its true, she said TUESDAY/WEDNESDAY. anyway, if i was made to present, i'll just say i dont have the damn thing. :D

which reminds me, lunch tmr, chinese thing. after school, more chinese. then softball. i think i'll just go anorexic tmr. wed, same, lunch doing chi sia. thurs, SAME WORH. gahhhhh. scoop me up from a pool of chinese work and dump me somewhere english please.

ive discovered the benefits of leaving boots, shin guards, ankle weights in bs. there are so few things left to bring! yay. hope hope and pray the woman (as sumin calls her) doesnt come. :D

pe tmr, DIE. krysia and alyson are scaring me. they say they have muscle aches, serious muscle aches the next day, and i have trng same day tmr! SHIT. and my legs have HORRIBLE muscle aches, so if you see me walking in a v awkward manner today, you'll know why.

HAHA sumin says she thinks "oily" hasnt lost her virginity. HAHAHA WTF, i bet you she hasnt. hey sumin, ask cheryl what she thinks! lols.

and one note: ur a fcking jerk to _____. damn you.

there. oh and yesss my mum leaving this week. more privacy woohoo. only prob, cant go online all day need to STUDY. see, even when she leaves i still cant do anything. sheesh.

okay! off to go home soon. i think theres hw.

beverly.

quick post today. im sneaking the com for things other than work. :D

saturday trng: DIE lah but ms pei wasnt there (: then we did throwing, more throwing with mr clement. then batting plus running. and then slack a bit, then pack up. quite okay, thought it was... fruitful in a way. but like 3 ppls got hit?? SORRY NATALYA. gah and my elbow was throbbing the whole trng, quit siding.

ive successfully managed to get part of the mugging mode back, mainly by scaring myself into thinking that im gonna fail every exam. :D

gahhh i cannot believe i cant make use of the fact my mum's gonna be away for like 5 or 6 days cos of FREAKING BLOCK TESTS. hmph. but i'll go home laye everyday :D shes not here. (:

ah well, gonna go twitter, bye.

training ytd:
nobody (except the pitchers) likes ms pei. damn you know she bloody insulted us, like talking some crap about barbie dolls. we WERE focusing. as in, we were just chatting. but we were doing the stuff properly. and she told her pitchers that we cant be on school team next year. right, cos of one thing? sheesh. and that only 6/7 ppl on school team from our batch next year, pathetic. anyway, after ranting decided, i shant bother with her anymore. :) heck care bout her.

moving on to today:
woke up vvv sleepy. then classes, pretty much slackish. hmm. nothing much. blah. shall go touch up my chinese sia now :D

beverly.

typhoon :D

OH YAY. justjust received shauna's message. training as per normal tomorrow! shitt. ankle weights. im gonna die.

school today: pretty boring. didnt understand physics. at all. but HAHA cool, 3 ppl went home cos of fever today. GET WELL SOON PEOPLE. hahaha anyway. then, what else? wanted to go kap, guy hunting. but with faye, whos vvv obviously not as boy crazy as people like me and alyson :D so decided not to go. i shall drag alyson with me next time. and btw, apparently, he's a playboy. i hope not. but who cares, im over him now :D

went to westmall to return hinduism book. then went home. and yes, ij olqp is playing for finals. against runalg. hopefully they can get third. i'll be happy (:

daddy bought me the typhoon bat already. ordered it. so i have to wait. yes, natalya, you must be glad i chose the one you picked :D

hmm i think thats all for today.

beverly.

and im not calling mr clement coach yet.

wtf my mum and sis left house WITHOUT TELLING ME WHERE THEYRE GOING. fine! i'll play around with the computer then.

traininggg:
NEW COACHES. mr clement and ms pei. whooo. then we ran only 5 rounds. not bad lah. then throwing and throwing continuously. all squeezed in a TINY field. sheesh. my throwing damn off. sorry sumin! she had to keep picking up my ball cos it just wouldnt go to her. but far far away. wtf. then hahaha she started doing different "fashions" of throwing. and some sick moves. HAHA lols all of us laughlaugh. did the dunman high jump jump throw style. and sumin was like "that one is last season's one! do this!" then she did some kind of sexy pitcher thing. whereby we all laughed again. felt damn tired the whole time. then just couldnt throw properly. sigh. ah well. all of us were tired. alison went off to pitch. and our batch was slacking. honestly, we need to buck up please. cos we're not gonna win next year if we dont. one batch, one goal yeah? cos mgs is bound to come back stronger. and we gotta show em nysb still rules. :D pitched a little. but ms pei didnt comment. for gods sake say something can! cos how am i supposed to know what im doing wrong if you dont say anything. gah. then packed up, went to 7eleven with krysia alison amanda sumin. then crossed idk how many lights to get to a bus stop to go home. tired. went home showered, ate lunch, then went to sleeeeeeep. :)

today: no church. and damn my mum refuses to let me watch harry potter. not exactly refuse. but like "i strongly recommend you not to watch" which equals to not letting me watch. wth. anyway. bought the ankle weights mr clement asked us to buy. 3 pounds, almost 1.5kg. heavy leh. its like dangling on your ankles and just keep hitting the other leg as you walk. and how to bring to school i wonder. lug it there in your bag or wear it? hmm.

okay thats pretty much all. chinese sia pretty much done. hmm yeap! gotta go do the rest of my hw. ive given up on the last 3 questions for math, seriously cant do.

ah well bye.
beverly.

ITS FRIDAYYYY!

yes, friday, best day of the week. gah, still got chinese sia. heck.

anyway, nearly (and i emphasise on nearly) everyone brought ethnic clothes to school today. we'd better win whatever point system thing they have. hahaha chirstine elysia miyeon valynn ade all wore KOREAN. nicee. then chinghui wore this japanese "fish monger" as we call it, outfit. hahahahas. sylvia wore malay, priscillia wore indian, along with hui hui. and WOW, priscillia had on bangles, slippers (with toe nails painted pink!), this sticker thing which i dont know what its called on her forehead, earrings etc. shes vvv into this, i guess! (: haha i wore the chinese qipao-ey shirt, with a black skirt. and apparently, ppl think its short. but i like it heh heh. and lots of other people wore chinese outfit. denise, kaili, faye, to name a few. wheee. then we all went to heritage centre for aircon, watching this movie bout riots in the us. thank god i dont live there. i think id live in fear everyday. and lls introduced the outfits of diff races. quite interesting i guess. hahaha the korean outfits were awesome.

then chinese sia presentation. then recess, changed back into school uniform. and i realised, school skirt is way long. it just bounces on your knees. hmph, not like short skirts where theres that piao-ish feeling cos its short. school skirts are BLAH. but the blouse is good! not so hot, :D

then art, first to finish, yeah! but i have this feeling my clay thing will burst into flames when firing it. i wonder why. then math. damn sian, tried to sink in stuff, try try try. then my brain was so tired by the time lunch came. lunched with cheryl and amanda at one point. oh wait people, BRING THERMOMETER TMR, DONT FORGET. and i hope natalya reads this, cos ur phone still not with you.

last lesson, la. naughty girl eunice! hahahaha. read bout some book where i realised the author was gay -.- rightttt.

after school hung around on school com, doing pccg time management thing. i just ripped off the thing eunice put on the class board at the back. (: wanted to go kap, guy hunting. but couldnt find anyone to go with :( anyway, bussed back home.

krysia and alison think the new coach is like mean, gives lots of pt. AHHHH. please spare us at first trng in idk how long. PLEASE.

oh btw, joined the cross country competition thing. 3.2km. i have no idea why i made that decision. i just did. and shoot, so far all the other ppl who joined in our class all so FAST.. ahhh :'(

thats all.
bye.

beverly.

today, generally okay till after recess.

english exam thing, then LA. just talk talk in our groups. weiting talking bout how she'd love to be the grandma in that story, fullstop. hahaha.
then recess, rushed to eat lunch, cos i though there was gonna be remedial during lunch.
science, tried learning culture during lesson. hey, candice and idk who else were doing that too. i dont understand physics. at all. really, im just "huh." the whole time.
culture, okay, ended up not having the retest (-.-, study so hard for nothing.) . i didnt get anything, just TRIED doodling without getting caught. then lls came over, wrote on my paper no remedial during lunch. yay. eunice asked what it was bout, i showed her, she was like from vv tired expression, to vv elated expression. HAHA. then eunice told claudia. wheee, no remedial during lunch. and i realised in culture, i shouldnt have chosen drng in that "would you rather" game alyson krysia alison layshuen and i played during lifeskills camp. suddenly occured to me, i would NOT __________, even if it means its more morally correct. dont ask why.
math, quiz. sheesh, im so failing it. i didnt know we're tested on number sequence as well. oh god, die lah. anyway, my row of seats was very hot, kept wanting to fall asleep. yes, i know, i need to focus.

training on saturday: HOW COME ALYSON GETS MC FOR 3 FREAKING DAYS. SO UNFAIR, I WANT MC TOO! but try, if ur fine, come for sat trng lah. got new coach eh. anyway.

tmr: shit, tingxie. and a whole bunch of stuff due that i havent started on yet. uh oh.

and i realised alot of ppl wanna be psl. 0.o haha luckily im not competing with them! decided against the idea :D but jiayous ppl. (:

excuses and excuses, ppl can visit every 2 months why wont you even come? whats the point of gift after gift if thats not really what i want?

back to today, its 3, i havent done anything yet. if you dont see me tmr, im dead from homeowork overload. sighhh.

beverly.

whoops couldnt find the time to blog till now. and im still mid studying culture. :(

school today: honestly i dont remember what happened. home econs quite fun. HAHA but i screwed up on almost everything. eee sorry denise! hahaha quite okay i guess. i suck at cutting tomatoes, suck at alot of stuff. but it was interesting anyway! then after school, went around looking for a free computer to use. couldnt find one. realised, i had lots of hw when i came home. there are like 1, 2, 3, 4 tests tmr. SIGH. science quiz, that english thing, math quiz, culture retest. but im placing emphasis on culture restest now, cos if i fail it again, im in deep trouble with lls and dr ng. he'll nag at me on saturday trng.

gahhh. im sleepy, as usual. and someone please tell me the size of the bats we use. i honestly have no idea, and neither does anyone else. ahhh.

gonna go bloghop now. bye.

beverly.

in a blur.

school today - in a blur. vv sleepy when i woke up. i have no idea why seriously.

first lesson, chinese: kinda half doodled half listened and took notes. felt tired. OH maybe its H1N1. laugh.
science: even worse. i smsed the whole time. couldnt understand anything. copied layshuens answers for physics. but i dont get what the hell she was doing. so tried my best to understand. but still some parts i dont grasp.
recess: ate lunch.
pe: ran 4 rounds AFTER we freaking ate. eh why is pe after recess now? how are we supposed to run after eating lunch huh? anyway, did some kind of theory talk. we're supposed to run 3.2km for some cross country thing on 7 august?! siao. i can run, but i prolly wont fit into the time frame which is... idk. dont choose me dont choose me. each class is supposed to send like 6 representatives. choose ppl like elysia and miyeon and huihui! they can run fast! :D
math:kinda okay. got back quiz 8. thought i failed but i didnt, so yeah, happy.
lunch: spent in class going over chinese sia. right. i was ripping off my green tea bottle with my nails. tell me again why i did that, cos i have no idea. played around with the stuff on my table, taking in stuff at the same time. and nope, i wasnt colouring, i was circling the hw i needed to get done by today. (: ive outgrown drawing hearts all over my school diary alr. heh.
then was history: candice i saw you sleeping! lols. my seat was damn hot, and i know i sat in a very unladylike manner but heck care, it was HOT. kept fidgeting in my seat, highlighting words, doing nothing.
class contact time: finished our chinese quiz. as i think i said before, i will fail it. yeap. then talked bout some racial harmony thing. OH i found out i have a chinese whaddaya-call-it shirt cheongsam thing. but our group's idea was awesome. candice said, wear long socks with a short skirt (yay) and i shirt. simple and nice. esp the short skirt part. HAH, can wear on the bus. flooded with hwachong guys. HAHAHAHA. alyson'll know what im thinking, lols. btw, get well soon alyson! hope the sore throat is gone (:
then went with cheryl to eat. or rather i ate first, hungry mah. then went to library. attempted to do hw. realised i didnt exactly do anything. then went home. where im now wasting my time blogging. right.
theres:
- home econs task analysis im supposed to print out (dont ever forget)
- tingxie. wtf i can fail that again. ive failed almost everything anyway, no harm failing again is there? but i'll give it one last shot.
- packing home econs stuff and a whole lot of other stuff, including geog. why did i even bring the file home?
- la reading.
... what else? idk.

OH ONE VVV IMPORTANT THING: training starts on saturday. half happy, half mixed feelings. new coach, scream. and blocks are coming, with trngs wont there be less time to train? still, softball is fun. im tired of studying all the time, softball makes life fun, as with any other cca (:

im waiting for that bat, daddy. send it soon k?

beverly(:

when you believe... song is nice:D

school today, pretty okay. one thing: I DONT LIKE MY SEAT. OUR WHOLE ROW THERE DAMN HOT. pity the people who used to sit there.

music: when you believe is nice!!
LA: okay i guess. read some book and i realised the character/author of my book is gay, how great.
lunch: okay.
science: honestly me and candice and prolly most ppl in class falling asleep. sigh.
chinese: im so gonna fail the quiz. ah heck.
class contact time: some talk bout being psls. im kinda surprised that some ppl i never though would want to be psls actually want to be one. woah. personally, im sick of the whole leadership thing for school. have to stand on ur toes all the time. make sure you do everything right. tiring. haha cca leadership roles are more fun in a way i guess. HAHA speaking of that, ive no idea who to vote when december comes. like got i think 5 ppl have told me they wanna be captain. woah. okay, can i split my vote into 5? hahahas.

hmm on the way back: __________________________________________. OMG I WAS HYPERVENTILATING. in a way. OMG HIGH. it was damn cool. and i got this fluttering happyhappy feeling. imagine what _____ would be like, huh! WHEEEE.

and i realised, mj was quite a poor thing. he got conned by all the f***ing plastic surgeons. :( :( :( his songs are kinda nice too.

one more thing: _ ____ _______ ____ ________ __ ____ ___, __ _______ _______.

oh. sometimes i love my dad. hee hee he's getting me the thing i really want. haha sometimes, its like he's just an atm. ah well. send to me quick. totally awesome.

beverly(:

its saturday. and i half feel like mugging, half want to slack. HAHA shall just slack :D for now.
cheryl has so kindly reminded me that blocks are in 3 plus weeks. GAH. and its like so many spread over 3 days?! ahhhh.

was revising history. then i realised, i should revise bio too! okay, school aside. when is training gonna start? i mean seriously, we've already interacted with everyone else. i dont mind taking temperature and all before and after training.

hmm nothing else to say, bye

beverly.

and goodbye to lunch.

school today:
first lesson, pccg. talked bout some resilience thing. fine.
then science. WAH i was falling asleep.
recess, went to find lls with pris, claudia, valynn and eunice. said if we failed today's quiz we're doomed.
math, quiz. lesson was okay.
chinese. failed the quiz. 30 marks. so bye bye to going for lunch tues to friday next week. need to see lls for some idk what cos we failed. sobs.
lunch. threw with cheryl. pitched a little. tried being catcher a little. MY CATCHING DAMN RUSTY LE. gawd.
LA, typing away for patchwork 4.

that sums stuff up. not looking forward to the weekend. and sheesh i realised i havent spoken him for a long long time. both of them. :(

beverly.

its a thursday :D

guess what? i didnt do well for the tingxie again :( right. anyway on the bright side... threw with amanda/shannen/both of them. didnt catch. can throw cos mrchia said can, but not whole batch. and anyway christine never throws during recess right?

lessons today:
history. felt like falling asleep. i think i'll fail history.
home econs. OH . must go research on some 3 recipes. only...what country we doing again? hahas i think it was japan... on one note, i wanted french only to realise the only french dish we knew was a snail thing. how the heck do we buy snails from the supermarket?? hahaha and i realised i have absolutely no clue bout american food. how embarrassing. so yeah, home econs was...blah.
recess spent with cheryl and amanda. tried to do the chin up thing again cos she had pe later.
chinese. some newspaper thing. HAHA lucky i won the scissors paper stone thing then priscillia went to the board. GOOD JOB(:
LA. blah blah. i finished my story. it sounds stupid though. hmph.
lunch: practically our whole batch was surrounded at 108. only khai shing and cozette (the only 2 from 108) werent there -.- so yeah. then threw. in the sun. WTF ive gotten rusty. my ball like got no speed. and it goes all over the place. but not so off as compared to trainings..
math. wheee i did extra for fun so slacked pretty much the whole lesson yay :D

need to go REVISE the chengyus and suyus. or i'll fail yet another quiz. and shoot i have to go see ms lee along with some others who had "见我" written on the book. . .

and and and WHEN ARE THE DSA TRIALS. I WANNA GO WATCH! seriously, h1n1 is getting in the way of things. last year trials was on... 12 july. so should be around same time right? but if saturday trngs cancelled then how to hold the trials? hmm.

reminder for today:
bring that ball natalya wants to see (seriously its just a small spongey ball whats there to see?)
get the chocolate thing.
bring glove tmr.
research on cme thing and home econs.

that should be it. bye.

beverly(:

siblings = ANNOYING PEOPLE.

i cannot stand my sister. i came back, went to my room. and there she is, snooping at my drawer. after screaming at her to get out, i thought, fine, its just my wallet drawer. then i go to the drawer above, WTF MY P3/4 DIARY HAS SHIFTED POSITION. and the lock is on the bottom of the drawer. right... that explains the cheeky look on her face when i caught her snooping! she is so bloody annoying. did i give her permission to look through my stuff? NO. so f*cking keep away from my room please. DAMN HER. lucky i dont have a diary now, or else she'd be SOOOOOO DEAD. very very very very dead. i'll rip her arms off and throw her down the flat. how can anyone aged 10 be so... so... GAH cant find the word. anyhow, she pisses me off. and people actually think shes the nice little angel. RIGHT.

beverly.

hmph.

com lab 1 keyboards SERIOUSLY need to be changed. i should go save up and give the money to the school to get new ones. theres alot of noise when using, damn dusty and just GAH needs changing.

oh well. purpose of coming here is cos at home my sis will keep peeking at the com. -.- school today:
PE first. did some stupid ball thing as we run. completely pointless and got my shirt stained red cos the track = red. ball = drop on floor. ball = gets red. somehow ball comes into contact with my shirt.excellent. and i cannot catch balls. seriously ive got vvv little confidence with anything related to netball/basketball. so somehow or another, the ball rolled rolled to chia's sec2 class. and he was like "you dont like my sec2s ah?" ... ... great. so did more exercises. then did that chin up thing. goddam she go by register number. thank god i did okay. SEE, weightlifting everday, 100 for a week plus HELPS. go try!
then was what...LA. typed typed on the computer. thinking of a futuristic steroids. its not gonna happen. denise was on facebook (naughty girl, the teacher is sitting right beside you leh.)
then recess. watched fahrenheit youtube videos with tricia and chloe in class. wheeee fun. aaron looks WAY cute. (:(:(:
music was replaced by chinese. we watched nim's island. like that show :D ran up and down to get thermometer. then...FPS. sigh. apparently only our group ever does any work.good job guys! but its like we're wasting time. anyway.. discussed. and WTF mslim wanted me to volunteer as fps rep. as if! no freaking way i would volunteer to be a rep. so i didnt do anything(: and faye got the job. jiayou!
lunch: sheesh, idk if cheryl got caught eating at 106 or not... SORRY AH. i should have just gone to her class, safer. but cos i went there before... ah well.
chinese: deft forgot everything i learnt before last night. like the suyus were fine. i remembered the first few meanings. but somehow,couldnt remember the one i was asked. -.- shit quiz. i cant remember anything even though i spend hours learning. thats just how it is.

wait.... eyes are tearing up from staring at this damned computer. super sensitive eyes, hate it.

anyway. school was bleah. after school still bleah. and the only upside is - tmr no tingxie. whoots. or so i heard anyway.

note: meet amanda and cheryl for lunch tmr. nearly forgot..

gonna stay till bout 3.. then home before 4. :D and slack away. cos i think i finished most of my work. maybe i'll study but aiya see how. when do i actually get a day WITHOUT either tons of hw, memorising, or both?

beverly(:

its a crown of fire, yeah.

i need to blogggg about today. monday: rushed to learn all the chengyus. hand damn suan. then today no chengyus. effect: class cheer :D

science: blur blur blur no idea what i was doing seriously. then art: my teacher thought it was a crown, its NOT okay, its supposed to be fire. then she was "alright, its a crown of fire" -.- then recess: went to collect the 33 white files (: wheee one job done. then LA: according to sumin, mslim says "106 stared blankly at me" yeah we did. i got 30/50 for patchwork. horrible. i dont even know why i came up with that story lah. ah well. she spent the whole lesson talking bout our mistakes. so i just listened, half my brain dead. chinese: shits didnt know how to answer a question. pretty expected. but i dont quite know the meaning of a truck load of words or what ppl say, so basically i cant come up with an answer. lunch: ate chicken rice OMFG lah why why why? chicken rice is vvv FAT. k, then did fps, blah. then...math: good! i actually understood stuff, and didnt get every single question wrong :D then cme: you know what, it was at geog room. i brought PCCG BOOK, WTF. so ran back to get the cme book, along the way nearly colliding into a teacher, apologised, continued running. got the book (door not locked, lucky!) then ran back again. apologised again, cos i was late. then sat down. talked bout how you address ppl and stuff. which reminds me, our table needs to get chocolate for mslee. there goes some more of what i was planning to save for - an air ticket to the us by end of this year. i should seriously scrap that idea, yes i shall.

heres all my work to do today:
SIA PPT (only i havent gotten it back yet)
LA patchwork 4 by next monday
WS NS1 corrections (9/7)
CME pages 27 - 30
CD Tier 1
250 + 15 + 40 suyus/chengyus.

right... shall get cracking at... 430 :D

beverly(:

go die.

SOBS. _____ __ _______ __ _____. _____ ___ _________ ___!

done. CRY CRY. curse singtel.

beverly.

i cant think of a title.

waiting waiting for the chinese sia. hmm. nothing else to do. ive got to get that finished then start on the 250+20 chengyus and suyus. GAH. finished almost everything else, which wasnt alot :)

recap on saturday: went to jp in search of my cousin's present. im broke so i split cost with my mum. got this shirt(: then i wrapped it in into this bag thing. looks nice yay. so then supposed to go for dinner at long beach something to have seafood to celebrate her birthday. then they said have to wait for idk how long. so we went to labrador park, which has seafood too! its damn nice. then at night, it dark right with this candle thing in a glass and the food was pretty okay and the sea was just nearby you could go there are just jump around, which i did. and this family caught a puffer fish. which according to my cousin is poisonous if you cant kill it properly. so then we just looked at it for a while, and left. :D quite happy.

sunday: went to church. so early lah hmph. didnt quite understand anything there, so yeah. then went for lunch where ah... OH some chicken rice place called chin chin restaurant. apparently it was there for quite long. then went home, slacked. went online to see if my chinese sia was sent back. it wasnt so i tried doing the ppt first. failure. then got angry at the computer cos one minute can type in chinese, the next then the whole thing goes haywire. i dont get it. so went and did weights! then watched tv, dinner. went on youtube, same time checking yahoo. and my mum thinks its abnormal to have a body temp of 35.something. right...-.- war of the worlds was nice! watched only part of it but hahahaha quite nice lah. dakota fanning's character was kinda annoying. but tom cruise rocked! then i have no idea why the alien died in the end. but aiya okay lah, good effects (:

so hmm. back to today. its gonna be boring. haiz. school tmr, ccas cancelled. :( :( :( i dont know when theyre actually gonna start it. ive already mingled with everyone in my batch. hope they stop delaying it.

ah well nothing to say.

beverly(:

...

gah tuition later :( :( :( my brain is tired give me a rest can? hmph. finally managed to do math only i dont understand the explaining part. ah well.

am i some substitute or what?

got to finish homework. monday is a holiday, thats good (: more time to do hw then.

bored bored bored. going off to do more crunches! :D

beverly.

i miss blogging.

wheee havent blogged for lemme see, 2 days. damn the chengyu thing lah, i learnt it for so long and i think im still gonna fail-.- i missed facebook ALOT. now when i sign in im like huh all the things on home page are for once not familiar. hahas.

wednesday: i forgot what happened. this is the result of NOT blogging on the actual day. i found out he has LIMITED SMS like wtf okay. ah well. had little for lunch yay(:

thursday: more or less a day i could slack. culture...actually understood stuff. first time ever wow.

today: flunking chengyu test. dont understand math. blah blah. cca cancelled :( :( :( why are ppl actually happy?! wth alison said that mr clement was the husband wife team thing that coach recommended. OMFG and she says he's mean or something. right, great.

hmm ive got nothing to say now hmm. OMG they were at kap why didnt i go then can see ______ wtf wtf wtf. oh shit. hmm yeah alison called 6 times to tell me they already left. ahhhhh.

beverly.

questions you can never solve.

i do not get math. i do not get math. i do not get math. i do not i do not i do not. seriously. whats the freaking pattern?! i stare stare then i dont get it. not one bit. its like in class i understand. but when i do it now, im COMPLETELY STUPMED. like how the hell do i do it? and they want me to explain too. i dont even know how to f-ing do the damn question lah, how to explain huh? and i still have to study for the chengyu, which i know will take a LONG TIME. wtf. math is this pile of annoying questions i dont get at all. whats the point of even trying. it just gets me more frustrated. and i realised, i really do suck at every single subject. great. hmph shant do math anymore. i'll figure it out later. thanks though alyson (:

done venting here. bye.

beverly

stop falling back.

after FINALLY being home early, i realise its actually kinda late - 4pm already. ah well.

today was hmm chinese first lesson. i have a feeling i did the wrong part. hmm. anyway, then science. horrible experience. i was called on, then gave wrong answer. then she asked me to try again. wrong answer AGAIN. listen here, then she called my register number. wtf i gave ANOTHER FREAKING WRONG ANSWER. brilliant. so i turned to doodling again. at least i paid a little attention at the vernier calipus part or i wouldnt get anything at all. the room is way too stuffy i tell you. then recess, thought it was pe first. so went rock wall. then chia was there. so i was like "eh...106 pe is here is it?" haha anyway it wasnt. so then went back to eat something LIGHT. and then back to class. there was a new pe teacher, ms ng. we ran stretched a bit then height and weight. i shrank and i put on weight. how...awesome. right. so i decided i shant eat much for lunch. ate half of this bar thingy. :) :) :) then history was blah. i kinda sat there half listening. we already went through that chapter! ugh. then watched a movie. and i have no idea how to write the comment thing on 勇敢 bout the movie and h1n1. (hah at least i finally persuaded my mum to get the hanzi thing to install on my com lorh.) im staring at the blog comment page with no clue. everything i write sounds like vvv poor grammar. seriously, theres something wrong with my sentences.

yesterday: totally didnt feel like learning the chengyus. so i didnt. then tmr we have to learn 100 (yay dropped le). no way out this time. if you fail have to spend recess learning. actually, i dont mind doing that hahahas. ahhhh i want to go to bed lah, was super sleepy this morning just couldnt get my head up. WAKE UP LAH BEVERLY SCHOOL HAS ACTUALLY STARTED. hmm. anyway smsed him and hahahaha damn funny, i should try that out next time :D putting mamee into a teacher's hair and have her NOT notice is just HAHAHAH. oh well. gotta go think of what to write for the comment thing, do some crunches and then chengyu learning. :(

beverly(:

go fast like a runaway horse.

one quick post today.

first day of school: homework aplenty! theres LA, then chinese omfg i cannot memorise so many lah help. then im TRYING to download the science ppt but cannot leh idk why. hmph. so went to kap for a while with alyson. then now kinda chionging hw. k i shall finish LA first then hmm then ah im spending the night memorising suyus so im gonna skip ayg opening ceremony! i so very much wanted to watch lorh! GAH. theres pe tmr. but ms yeo isnt in school. so whos gonna teach? hmm. oh oh oh finally got the srcs medal. like wtf wait so long cos we didnt go for the prize ceremony -.- then cheryl was apparently (heard from alyson) damn happy to get the medal. good for you, girl! :)

okay, shall go do my hw. and i thought i had time to do more crunches. hmph.

beverly(:

WTF.

@#$*^$$%#$#%%$@#%^$$@#$@@#$#. there. im not even good, why take me in huh? damn.

last day of holidays :(

i definitely wont be able to fall asleep by 11 tonight. confirm cannot. cos i woke up way too late.. vvvvv weird dreams. hmm. one was that each class watched the movie bolt in this big big auditorium then its like all the chairs damn high. so cant really see anything. but one class to one audi is like woah. then i have no idea what guys are doing in nanyang but yeah. hmm. strange dreams.

new york yankees vs new york mets! 7am on espn this morning. missed it, but i dont even think i have that channel anyway. but they have a repeat at like 1235 tonight. :D wonder if can watch it on youtube.

school starts tmr and i havent started on the chengyus and suyus. ah well. most of the homework done. im TRYING to draft out some kind of timetable of my own. where i can put in those workout stuff on the magazines i read. hah but alyson says crunches dont work. hahahaha dont care, shall do it anyway (:

how come hwa chong gets extended holidays we dont get??? huh how come? but one good thing, less ppl on the bus. (: still, not fair. boy am i gonna miss the com when school reopens. damn.

oh well, bye
beverly(:

im hungry.

i should stop sneaking the computer at night cos its pointless. facebook is dead and nobody is even online wth. im hungry. vvvvv hungry. shall go grab some food and try to sleep. and on a last note : how does someone forget things they dont wanna remember? hmm.

beverly(:

i so dont like maths now.

why is maths like so.... AH. so freaking stupid. got these variety of questions. some can do, some need a little more of thinking. some are just plain unsolvable. and then i stare and stare think think think. and i still dont get it for over an hour. then the teacher explains it like SO SIMPLE, WHY CANT YOU GET IT? wtf. waste my time, i spend 2 hours on 2 question which if asked to do again i wont be able to. i dont like maths. at all now.

yankees game on espn! i think theyre leading. against atlanta braves. cool, hope they win. aiya they will. hmm. i need to get myself that channel, then can watch. ...

facebook keeps dying on me, like the whole page suddenly freeze. then when i click on sth it doesnt go there. so ive given up on it, almost. ah well. tuition later. finished geog yay! hahaha watched all the fahrenheit videos on youtube with chloe. funnnn. except my sister kept barging in. still tackling math. i dont wanna go for tuition lahhh. OH OH OH tonight theres that sports@sg show i think on channel 5 at like 10. ppl go watch!

beverly(:

omg alyson says michael jackson died of a heart attack this morning eh.wow. hahahahahahhahhahaha. random stuff :D

the clock is ticking.

i actually managed to wake up at 8 today. cos i slept early last night cos my grandma was over. then cannot sneak the com at night. omg i got ________'s number lah. gosh, highh~ HAHA. poor alyson, chia smsed her at like 5am to ask our batch who hasnt got the srcs medal. eh i havent got yet! then she says alot of ppl smsing her. JIAYOU, ALYSON! hahahaha.

im bored. here's what i have left to do:
- write out the suo xie.
- memorise the 200 plus suyus and chengyus. (this one can die lah)
- tuition homework (alot, by tonight)
- geog. (with chloe later)

hmm shall do tuition work now, then TRY to memorise the suyus and chengyus tmr. suixie and more memorising on sunday. ahhhhhh.

why do the people in restaurant city keep leaving with the clock? like i already got 2 waiters and 2 cooks not enough meh? patience lah, customers!

beverly(:

i do not like MOE

i just realised i have more work to do. thought i finished all le but still have some here and there. SHIT. ace learning is lagging. and practically everything else im doing is lagging too. wth. haha im high high high over him omg cute :D:D:D haha H1N1 as of now i think got 220 cases. why dont they extend our holidays lah! damn moe. no trng somemore. new coach leh, so weird. dont think he's as good. but we'll try our best to make our batch as strong as possible(:

beverly

new coach.

theres a new coach wow. ex cgs coach. dunno if he's good lah but hope he is. or else cdiv '10 will be very very doomed. and we'll be the seniors. hmm hope for the best! haha next week no trng, AGAIN. dont understand. if we can go to school alr then why cant we go for trng?? hmph.

beverly(:

random things 101

i realise ive got absolutely nothing to blog about. except that i want to write a book called "RANDOM THINGS 101" haha which can be filled with stuff i found out. like: older ppl when they talk they show mainly their lower teeth but younger ppl show their upper teeth. its strange. but hahahah random stuff is funny lah.(:

no training this week.

SOBS. training this week cancelled due to H1N1. ahhh gosh. nobody even has H1N1 lorh please.

still, it means i have ALOT more time on hand to get bored. shall play wii till i get sick of it(: and facebook(:(:

monday monday

today, eye check at JMC. so took mrt to jp, got lost trying to find my way out. then temp taking at door of JMC, saw a DIFFERENT DOCTOR, WHAT THE HELL HAPPENED TO MY USUAL ONE? anyway, saw him, collected eyedrops, thats all. got lost at jp again. its still a wonder how i can get lost when i go there all the time. right. bought a magazine and came home.

this is boring.

finally sent out the compo. thats one thing off my check list yay(: eye appointment tmr. at 9 am are they freaking crazy? so early. anyway,damn he's prolly gonna turn my eyelid the other way round which makes me tear like crap. oh man...

tuesday, trng. can see batchmats again. im desperate to see someone whos not my mum or sister cos holidays are boring. our batch talking to some school counsellor, sigh. dont understand the purpose of it. why softballers?? makes no sense.

alyson: raving rabbits is CREEPY can. their overly large eyes and that weird smile. gross gross gross. haha i feel bad, mum and sis went for church i didnt go.. hmm. must go next week then.

bored to shit now.

bye,
beverly

wii bowling is so fake.

i hate those jerks on the bus or mrt or whatever who stare JUST cos ur wearing a skirt. which makes wearing a skirt totally pointless. wtf lah i gave that freaking idiot this stare like "i hate you what the hell do you think ur looking at" and he turned away. then next thing, he turns back. walao.

hmm yesterday was fun, i guess. WII BOWLING DOES NOT HELP IN REAL LIFE. i can get strikes all the time on wii then come to actual bowling with friends, damn i suck lah. the ball goes gutter gutter gutter. pissed like crap lah. i suddenly felt happy to get the ball in the gutter cos i was doing it, AGAIN. hmph. had tuition. realised i spent 2 hours on 2 questions. how dumb can i get lah. think think think and im still stuck. so yeah, total waste of time.

and just when i think the chinese compo is the last thing i need to do, theres more. AHH. ace-learning, the summary thing, learn ALL suyu and chengyu, math tuition homework cos i was stupid enough to not be able to finish it then and there. D:

damn, okay gonna go facebooking(:

beverly

nothing much.

training today. beginning was FINE. then walao that relay thing. fun lah but got this darn headache after it. haiz. then went to coro with alison alyson natalya. ate at macdonalds, sick sick sick of the place after spending half a day there for geog. then went home with alison. next tues trng we're having some weird talk our batch with some teacher i dont know why. not training. i dont mind missing the pt but if everyone else is throwing while us sec1s have to talk to some teacher, man will i be pissed. ahhhh.

okay off to facebook now(:

beverly

no coach yet!

training today.

first thing i was asked was "have you been to any country?" by this teacher. hahaha i said "no." then she let me go. haha chatted with alyson and natalya bout stupid stuff. then ppl started coming. sec2s only got calista shumin hannah and sam. sec1s... ALISON HO HOW DARE YOU SKIP TRAINING. so it dragged. new coach isnt here yet. coming next week i think. some seniors got scolded for not wearing skirt. sigh. then started training only at 9. ran round the school once, legs ached like shit dunno why. then shuttle run, okay. felt like i was running slowly, hmm. after that we played floorball! one of the sec1s had to be goalie and yiteng was looking at me and said im catcher i have to be?? i was like crap...... im not catcher what. hahah so had to be goalie. boring job. do nothing but watch and panic when the ball is close -.- . so then switched with sam to play defence. thanks. which was way more fun(: after game we packed up, sec2s locked us in the store, or tried to. haha only 4 sec2s and so many sec1s we pushed our way out. lols. so went to kap with alyson cheryl natalya and cozette. quite fun, talked bout the most random things. haha then saw sec3s there. and a whole bunch of nanyang ppl. haha then went home. alison wants to go acs match. i wanna go too. but mum says cant and anyway im kinda tired. sleepy. couldnt sleep last night):

beverly

and the third week

okay, today, gonna go to lot1 with esther, SK and RL to watch a movie. damn early. ahh then go IMM. haha can pop by my mum's office when we're done(: lols. nothing much going on. sian. need to finish a zuowen. ahh. ive barely finished the first paragraph.

and i realised that i have the strangest dreams during the holidays. hahahahahaha why the hell would the dentists on 'style by jury' be the new coaches?? haha i think too much. alyson wants the new coach to be that SAS coach. oh wait, any chance that coach will know mr kaye? hmm. haha i guess the SAS coach is pretty good. ahh well, see who it is on tuesday(:

beverly

BORED.

ooh alison has twitter. whats the point of twitter huh? i dont get it, whats fantastic bout posting things under 140 characters? lols never mind.

today:
played wii. first tennis, lost. tennis again, won. baseball, lost. walao lah annoying just some stupid hit and the guy gets a homerun?? haiz. blah. not doing anything now. only left with one assignment and im done with homework for the month. i need to revise maths but the math file is still with msliow eh ARGH. so maybe i'll do science or something.

bored,
beverly

i love thursdays(:

thursday:
sisters birthday. haha she tried to force me into wishing her happy birthday, lols. then went to do the painting for clay stuff we did. why am i so slow? hahaha. then jp, made lindsey's cake. wheee fun(: then to... fetch xj, then to some place called beauty world, near bukit timah plaza. had dinner, rented this book. went home, sang "happy birthday". dad was nice, only supposed to call on mon, wed, fri, sat, sun. but he called that day to wish lindsey happy birthday.(:

today:
bored. pissed with sister now cos we had this fight, and she scratched me REAL HARD. shes damn hyper. too much sugar. then walao scratched me till my hands were bleeding. damn. pretty much bored now.

beverly(:

I hate the weather.

i mean it. the weather in june is only 2 words: freaking HOT. and stupid, went to drink root beer with ice cream JUST BEFORE i went to sleep. so then, first i couldnt fall asleep. then at 4am i woke up with the splitting headache that wouldnt go away for like a whole hour despite all my cursing. then somehow at 5 or so i finally fell asleep, only to be woken up again at 745 to follow my mum to imm. sigh. i was very very very pissed with this heat. cos its so darn hot and i keep getting headaches. DAMN THIS WEATHER. DAMN GLOBAL WARMING.

so anyway, yesterday ended with getting a haircut. chatted with cozette bout sth. yes i totally agree. my fringe is soooooo short. and my hair is very thin. in all, im not that pleased bout the haircut.

today:
went to imm helped with the vouchers. im not getting paid. but i did such a lousy job id prolly be fired anyway(: i stamped "not valid" on the imm sign like so many times. its supposed to be valid ONLY FOR IMM. how dumb. okay. then so escaped to the library to borrow hinduism books. totally regretted wearing a skirt to go to the library cos its really inconvenient to bend down to look at the books! seriously. yeah so hmm what else? eh nothing much i think. okay so here i am with slight slight headache from the HEAT, slacking away.

beverly(:

week 2

weekend was fun.

friday: went to iluma. haha funny name. but anyway, went to eat at empire state, yum. haha then watched monsters vs aliens. haha i thought it was 3D but its not:( anyway. quite nice. the character BOB was real funny. haha he has no brains, literally. lols. then walked around, went to this place called what was it? dont rmb. anyway it was this pasarmalam-ish place outside iluma and it looked like those bangkok places where all the stuff was really cheap. didnt buy anything but haha was quite cool...

saturday: went to jp. bought a really cute skirt(: its black and has this ribbon thing. haha. then shopped around with aunt and mum, sister at tuition. wheee. bought stuff from popular then home.

sunday: didnt go to church, so went to do this clay pot making thing lols. messed up with my pieces. did 3 pots, one was with a heart and some weird shaped thing, random. second one was totally nysb, though my bat and glove looked extremely strange. last one was animals! haha dedicated to my 2 cats at home(: my sister made ALOT OF NOISE AND NONSENSICAL REMARKS. then went to eat. mum bought me this book. then went to some other place to meet aunt and cousin again. walked around spotlight trying to find stitch work but none really appealed to me. so then went to daiso, haha bought this stitching thing. quite cute, im supposed to make a pouch, though my hearts are upside down. haha anyway then went to get another skirt, it was on sale so yeah. hee hee. sister went on and on about how mum keeps getting stuff for me and not for her. oops. then went home. watched night at the museum on tv, haha quite funny, i like that movie(:

today: finished the ying yong wen, but its barely 3 pages. its only 2 pages. oh well. now i need to start revising, but decided id play on the com for a while.

beverly(:

first week of holidays coming to a close...

thats sad, really sad. remedial is over, yay no more pinging for tingxie in the morning. gonna go watch that monsters vs aliens, or aliens vs monsters movie. haha sister's idea so yeah.

hmm. im hungry. need food. bah. this morning:
- took bus to school. so hot.
- LD got in the bus just one stop before nanyang.
- shoot, she saw me.
- she came and sat next to me.
- feel like shrinking to my seat.
- THE BUS FREAKING MISSED THE NANYANG STOP.
- got off at next stop.
- walked in the HOT SUN back to school.
- ah. the side gate IS NOT OPEN.
- walked to main gate.
- walked to library.
- borrowed a book.
- went up to geog room supposedly for remedial.
- remedial is NOT THERE.
- went down again to second floor for remedial.
- hungered through it.
- now.

ahhhh stupid bus.

beverly

boredom

I am very very very very very bored. i have work to do but dont feel like doing them. already did ace learning work so yeah, slacking now.

today
hmm woke up at 625 to learn ting xie. haha so guai right? yay. then left for school. jam all the way was the last one to reach lorh. haiz. remedial was quite fun i guess. oh crap, got ting xie to learn for tomorrow. AHH.

went to serene centre (is that how you spell it?) with denise. ate at mcdonalds, then ISLAND CREAMERY (another thing im not sure how to spell, shit lah is my spelling that bad?). yum. teh tarik flavour is really nice, must try must try. then went home. napped. tried to at least. couldnt fall asleep anyway. so then mum came back to fetch my sister away to her office for god knows what. yes, finally theres some peace at home(: and mum got me this bag which is quite nice, i trusted her taste to get it anyway. THANK YOUS.

created this "How well do you know Beverly" quiz on facebook. hahaha i think alison is trying the quiz out or something. she msged me "when is your birthday" which is one of the questions, just about 1 min after i published the quiz. HAHA, ur supposed to know, you wished me happy birthday on my birthday then now you forget, LOLS. so yeah. this pretty much concludes what ive done so far today.

beverly(:

packed day

blah. i want to go to the acs match! haha but im going to tricia's house. awws. chinese remedial today. is is just me or do i always feel like breaking out in laughter everytime im in a room thats quiet and cold. hahahahah damn funny. then we did changwensuoduan. and i felt like laughing, i dont know why. hahaha. then we talked about smses, blah. i confirm sent out 2000+ this month lorh. lols.

okay gonna hang around school now, wait for jianing and claudia then bus to tricia's house. wheee. but i wanna go for acs match, whyyyyy?

hmm. i need to start to actually REVISE. instead of slacking here. okay gotta go then.

beverly

TUESDAY!!

hahaha. watched america's next top model last night. haha so nice! this girl named mckey won.(:(:(:

woke up early today, went to chloe's house for goeg. watched fahrenheit videos. OMG LAH AARON IS SO CUTE!! and chloe was screaming bout Jiro. hahahah.

okay then bussed back home. so freaking hot and hungry. gobbled down my food, had root beer float homemade! yums. haha so now im bored. hmm. remedial tmr and the next day and the following. got acs match tmr i wanna go but mum says cant. so im going to tricia's house wheee. haha acs match...sobs.

beverly

first day of holidays

coach's party was quite fun. we won this charades game and then was SUPPOSED TO dunk chloe, xueyi and nina, as suggested by batchmates. hahas then didnt get to cos of the idiotic guard. the gave coach the liverpool thing we did and the bear! took some photos. and i realised that im really gonna miss coach. more than my primary school coach maybe. cos i learnt SO MUCH under him. yeah, hope we get a good coach. hmm.

i need to clean up my room. its a MESS. hahahas.

remedial this week. hahaha had to bargain with lindsey to get to use her peace bag, which is sooo cute. gonna ask for a bag and clothes(:

gotta go now, need to reorganize my room.

bye,
beverly

wah i miss the com.

hmm went to arab street with classmates today. story telling was boring. arab street quite fun. bought mum the batik she wanted, purple! then bought the sour stretchy thing i dont know what its called. but its nice. and then gave out alot to ppl who asked. haha then no more left so i bought teh tarik ice! hahah yum yum. shared with denise. then we went around looking. bought curry puff. the lady thought we were from SCGS?? hahhaa. and faye was conversing in malay with everyone. i couldnt understand a thing. -.-" then she spilt her big gulp at 7eleven. lols. so poor thing, the shop lady scolded her. hahas.

then back at school. talked to ms lee. lalala hung round. maybe gonna borrow books. oh wait, just read. cos holidays are COMING! hahaha mum wants to go to bali? so sad, not going hongkong. sobs. does bali have swine flu?? i rather stay in spore lorh. haiz.

hmm i found out, steroid eyedrops have side effects! lols damn cool lorh. hahahahha im using steroid eyedrops(: lols. for one month then stop.

trng tmr. hope theres no pt. god, let there be NO PT AT ALL. christine is the only one who likes it she can go do herself! lols. blah. story telling sucks.

beverly(:

blah blah blah

training yesterday. hmm. went early, reached at 745, sat, did homework. blah. then amanda came. walked around. they were having openhouse! then all the music groups were playing. haha damn cool. i love NYCB, their songs rock. then training. ran, threw, bat a bit. then STOCK CHECK.

haha quite fun. took everything out. swept. xueyi mopped. wah very clean. then put everything back again. Haha. hung round for an hour. then mum fetched me. went to eat balinese! haha kinda nice. then home. tuition. hmm.

half of me wants to. the other half doesnt. who do i listen to? and its an ongoing struggle i cant decide. i end up doing it and i dont like it. cos i cant listen to myself.

i need to change the blogskin FAST.

beverly(:

friday...

gawd this school com damn sucky. hahas.
havent posted in a while. hmm sports meet ar HCI on wednesday. hahas, then went back to IJ. hahahaha. on the bus, saw these nanyang ppl. one girl was pissed bout someone and she was like
" f f f f f ". on the bus. lols! and the sun was hot... can die lah, sitting there. hmm ij was fun. then went for lunch with my aunt. talked, ate. then home, did homework? i think, i dont even remember what i did. hahas.

thursday training. hmm had remedial, rushed to finish. then followed alison and amanda to do alison's stuff. and then training. ran, stretch. base throw, batting. throw, slack. watched the dark sky. finished at 6, packed. then outside waited for mum to fetch. haha so slackish. OMG... got training camp this june. and dec. though the dec one seems more fun. crap, i hope training camp isnt as bad as it sounds. pls pls pls. hahahahas.

school today, first period pccg. hmm talked bout how to improve our class etc etc. chinese, NO COMPO YAY. then recess. ate with denise. art, played with clay. math, then now. (: got to see mrs siva later. sian.... then have to lug home all the stuff in school. cos of sabbaticals. haha which reminds me, li lao shi had a good laugh imagining me in chinese opera. -.-" hahahaha walao. luckily i got story telling lorh. hahas. hmm. she said sth in the morning. hmm its not so bad right. dunno lah. haiz trng tmr. hope my mum lets me go...

beverly(:

school today:
LA. then math. haha quite okay i understood. but why am i still in remedial?? wth. i dont wanna be in math remedial lahs... then break. didnt eat much, which is why im HUNGRY NOW. hahas. then science went by in a blur. then geog. okay. then CCT, which was at roof top hall. haha would rather have been in class. -.- then went back to class after school. did some LA with chiting and rachel. went to look for mrs koh at 3. she didnt come out so decided to see her on friday. seriously, im kinda getting sick of seeing her. blah. then went back up. helped chiting with the ppt for a while. then phone vibrated. took it out, ms lee called. so i called back. talk talk talk bout school and stuff, then haha when i was done, chiting already finished. -.-" haiz, sorry chiting. didnt think the phonecall would take so long. sorry sorry sorry. need to go get money from mum for the school jacket. i bet she won't give me lah. keeps dragging it. hmm. im broke! damn M1, cheated me. said theres unlimited smses, but its only up to 1000. wtf lah. i think i already exceeded 2000 crapping with alyson. haiz. i want an i phone. haha haha but the rate im going, i'll never save money. and i just realised, im the home econs rep for next term. and music rep. sian. i want to be pe rep! hahaha maybe next year...

weekend: prolly the best i ever had. except for one tiny bit maybe. M1 CHEATED ME. lols. stayed up late, slept in. watched "rumor has it". oh shit, im starting to slack. hahaha.

training tomorrow. and pe. omg im looking forward to pe. some modified version of softball. yays. hahas. training. hmm. okay lah, hope theres no pt. please be no pt....

beverly(:

stupid phone bill

walao eh. my mum said she already got the unlimited sms for me on M1. then today the bill came, they still charged me for the smses! like wtf lah. so i owe my mum money, again. wth i keep owing her, im going to have to start saving. aiya, sad sad. haiz.

slept late last night. woke up late in the morning. hahas. hmm, i feel like getting a new phone. but i either buy it myself, or beg my dad to get me one, which he wont. so ahh, need to save save save. the LG cookie is sooo nice, god i want that phone, but in black. and the i phone rocks lah. haha pity im so dead broke from paying all my bills to get a new phone. sigh. sick of nokia, i think touch phones seem nice.

hmm. nothing else. slacking away. dont feel like doing homework. sian.

beverly(:

last day of the week(:

finally, its friday. friday friday friday.(:

first lesson, what was it? oh, pccg. watched a film. seems nice. then science. went through worksheets and blah. recess. ate with denise, peanut butter waffle thing with longan drink. yum. then i think was math. more blah. ICT. yay. didnt do much. then rushed out to go to audi. then lunch meeting CANCELLED. haha christine looked angry. haha. then lunch, skipped. stayed in class. only one till eunice came. hahas bored. then shuning sang for the ny superstar thing? wah so nice, from fourth floor could hear it so clearly. her voice is goddamn nice lah. then LA. watched AI. quite cool. then math again. hungry through it. but at least i understood. then finally. school ended. ahh hung round in class to collect the chinese CA1 thing for kaili. i got B4. like just passed. 61 is a horrible grade lah. aiya. got to go back to school for chinese remedial 3 times. haiz. then stuffed myself with food. felt guilty for eating so much, then here i am at the library com cos ALL THE FREAKING COM LABS WERE BOOKED. haha. bored. got tuition after this and it looks like its raining. haiya.

beverly(:

long long day

hmm. first lesson, history. blah. then maths. more blah. recess, skipped. then chinese. regretted not having eaten anything. brain dead throughout the quiz. then LA. watched movie, yay. then lunch. hmm. then nanzhong quan. haiz. stitch through the whole freaking thing. whos crazy enough to put nanzhong quan RIGHT AFTER LUNCH?

then stayed back for chinese remedial to finish that quiz. lilaoshi scared me with the DSA ppl, aka me and cherise and huihui, may be under achievers and asked to see that mr chow guy. mainly me and cherise lah. oh god, im literally the worst amongst the dsa ppl in class. damn.

beverly(: